Sorry Not Sorry

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Ava Marie Brown on top....

Chanel.......,

When I got home that night, Chris vowed to stay over. I was on edge and not really emotionally stable or mentally. August's words had reminded me of something I did not want to remember and that hurt me.

"You know you're going to have to go to therapy right?"

"Yeah..... I don't want too but I will. For Cameron, Ava, and Aj."

He nodded and ran his hand through my hair. I felt his kiss on my forehead and I sighed.

Chris might have been the abusive one but he definetly had love for me. I understood his actions after I found out about his anger issues.

Apparently, I helped him grow t be better and that made me feel better about him. He's the father of my second oldest child and he's a good one at that.

I will always love him for giving me such a great present. Honestly, I love him even more now that he's helping me pick up the broken pieces of my heart.

"......Can you accompany me to the therapist on Monday? I'll sign up tomorrow?"

"Yeah, but remember I gotta pick up Ava from school."

"That's alright ....they all gonna go to my mothers house."

He nodded and snuggled his face in the crook of my neck.

"I love you." He hesitated to say it bit I knew he meant it.

"I love you too." I pulled him closer and slowly drifted OFF to sleep

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It didn't take much to wake me up but the sound of the 5 am alarm. I got up quickly and Chris groaned.

"Can you stay In bed?"

"Nope." I giggled and kissed his cheek.

I got up and headed straight into the shower. I was feeling better and more alive since yesterday.

I sighed and washed myself. As I was washing off Chris came in the shower. I blushed hard and tried to hide my body.

"Aye.... Come here." I pressed myself against him and relaxed

He smirked and lifted me up by my waist. "What are you doing?" I held onto his shoulders.

Then I felt something wet and hard pressing against my thigh. "This..."

He slid inside of me and I gasped. "Ohhh my G-Gosh...."

I closed my eyes and pulled him closer. He sucked on my neck and I moaned. "Chris.sss.... Were not supposed t-to..."

"Shhh. relax." I arched my back as he started to go faster.

"Mmmph.... Ahhh, Chrisss...."

He smirked and sucked and bit all over my neck. I started getting louder being that he was hitting all my spots and going extremely fast.

I started panting...."uhhh, yes. Chris...!" I arched my back more and dug my nails in his back.

He grunted and licked his lips. I screamed and he immediately put his mouth over mine.

"Shhh! Don't wake em up yet." I started scratching up his back and he smirked.

"Fuck yes." I moaned and he laughed at me making me blush in embarrassment.

After a while he put me down and told me to bend over against the doors of the shower.

I pressed both my hands against it and he slid right back in. Being that he was tall he lifted me up along with him. My toes barely touched the floor as he pounded in me nonstop.

I was panting and breathing raggedly. "Chrissss! I need to c-cum"

He hit my spot a few more times making my legs shake crazily. "Alright baby. now." Chris croaked.

I moaned hard and came all over him. He chuckled at me and I sighed feeling wayyyyyy better.

I let myself slide down against the wall and smirked wrapping my arms around myself.

Somehow, Chris was slowly making everything better and way more tolerable.

I groaned after leaving the shower. My thighs were now sore and I had to get the kids ready for school.

Chris's sexy ass was on the kitchen making breakfast. I ran to each room waking up my babies.

Cam was lightly snoring when I waltzed in his room. "Hey boo." I whispered and shook him lightly.

"Mommy no,...." He swatted my hand away.

I sighed and chuckled. "I sighed and daddy comes to pick you up after school will you get up?"

His eyes opened quickly and he walked straight into the bathroom to brush his teeth.

I shook my head laughing. Time to wake up the daddy's girl. When I I reached her room she was curled up against Chris's chest.

I peeked at him and he swatted me off. Well shit.

My youngest, I didn't want him to get old just yet. Oh, boy. "Wake up baby." I kissed his cheeks.

He looked at me with his baby face and wide eyes. I sighed. He slowly sat up and rested his head on me.

I smiled sadly and lifted him up. My babying him needs to stop. But I can't help it.

"C'mon baby. Time for school.' He pouted his puffy lips and made doe eyes.

"Uh uh nope. Up and to the bathroom you go young boy." Chris waltzed in laughing at my sad face.

"Stop babying him. I can give you a baby for all that." I blushed and rolled my eyes.

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