The Randomness of Rainbow Phoenix

rant time haha

Okay basically i kinda feel like im drowning i guess?

School is really stressful and awkward, i've been separated from most of my friends this year and i only really feel comfortable around them ;-; even the crazy ones who smoke

The rest of the time i'm just super-awkward and self-consious for no reason, i just feel like i'm making some horrible social mistake constantly just by being around

It doesn't help that most of the time i feel pretty ugly

Also the homework in these first few weeks has been insANE i mean i had to finish a workbook that most people had the whole summer on in a wEEK

that is just not fair

I have a history assessment tomorrow and this collage thing that's due, i also missed three days of school off sick and it seemed like every single one of my teachers made a conscious effort to assign as much homework as they possibly could in that three-day period so i'm really behind

It's only the third week of school and i'm looking forward to the break in another three help

Anyway this was Rainbow coming to you at half-past eleven pm while NOT sleeping

im gonna go pee and mess around with lotion and stuff in the bathroom and maybe go have a banana byee