"Michael please I need you!"
"I'll only break your heart, I'm not mature enough for a relationship, we're two completely different people, your a good girl, stay in school be yourSelf, I made you into someone your not"
My eyes started to swell up and I ran after him "please don't do this Michael, it's still me, good old Jada look at me"
He looked at me, unfazed by my emotional reaction, unfazed at the fact I'm tearing apart inside and out.
"You'll know why I did this, later when you meet someone who won't make you wanna do bad stuff like smoke and drink, who offers something better than me and will love you more than I did, you'll understand why I did this"
"But I love you, I only want you" I said trying to hug him
"I love you too, but we just don't mix" he said rubbing my cheek with his thumb
"What if I wanna be bad, what if I don't wanna be good anymore, what if I wanna mix with you"
"I can't do that to you"
I watched the love of my life walk away, it wasn't until now I realized I loved him, I felt the tears run down my cheeks and I didn't do anything but stand there, stand there and watch him get in his car,stand there and watch him drive off, stand there and watch him walk out my life. I don't understand, I don't wanna be good anymore I'm tired of being good I want to be what Michael is, Bad.
