(5 years later)
"let's get tipsyyyyy" Carly said handing me a bottle of wine
I grabbed the bottle and mixers do it with something stronger and a hint of lemon
I give it to her and she chugs it down
I like doing this, it's normal now I'm our lives, in glad I have Carly as a best friend I mean what would I do without her?
Our new friend Kendra hands me a cup of some type of alcohol and I chug it. As well,
"You guys are crazy" she laughed
I turned on some music and it's blaring through Carly's speakers and I love the feelings, this is my favorite song
I say swaying to the music
Kendra grabs my hand and we start to sway together,
I get close enough to drunk i drove home, tonight was a fun night for me, I had a good time honestly, not like the other nights, tonight felt l. Different.once I got in the house I go upstairs and open my closet. I pull over the shirt I sleep in every night, it has his scent still, i smell it and let my curly hair hand down my shoulders, I go into the kitchen and grab a cup i look deep into my cabinets and pull out a bottle of Hennessy and pour it in a cup, I went upstairs and got my framed picture of him I come home to every night and sat it across from me at the table I take a sip of the henny and feel the sensation in used to be now, I put the song real good lovin by Miguel on and try to recall that day we were driving around,
It feels like he's really here when I do this, the last time I saw him was at that stupid court room, which I regret every time I think about it.
I looked at the picture and start to cry a little, this is getting old, so old, why did I make such a stupid choice?
I go on my laptop and replay and old video of us and I smile, and take a sip of Hennessy,
"I know I'm not the bad girl, but I wanna be bad, bad for you, your bad girl Jada"
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