Reasons to Love Kuki Urie

Last Dance

[A/N: Please listen to Last Dance by ONE OK ROCK. Ehehe... I know, I know... again with the songs... it's just that whenever I write... I always have my headphones on. It helps me write. Anyways, Enjoy!]
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The serene look on your face was enough to form a lump on his throat. It's been a while since he last saw you. Since what? The Auction? The Big Madam case?  He can't really remember.

It's strange though, what were you doing here? He thought.

You kept your eyes shut as you felt the breeze of night time Tokyo swept across your face. Inhaling the intoxicating scent of the peaceful night.

"It's been a while Urie." your voice soothed him like a balm.

His face did not show any reaction though. Not when he was with everybody. But oh how he wished he could answer you back.

"I miss you." you whispered as you stood close to him. So close he could feel the cool breath of yours across his lips.

He looked sideways. Looking at his other squad members. They should not notice. They should'nt know. It hurt him as well, to treat you as if you were'nt there, when in fact you were the only thing he needed.

He felt an arm on his shoulder. His white haired superior mouthing words he can't really hear, but the look in his eyes told him it was pity that he shed.

"We'll give the two of you some alone time."

Oh, so that was what he said.

He gave a curt nod, observing those four silouhettes walk away, making sure they were gone before looking back at your ever smiling face.

He wanted to touch you so badly. He wanted to feel your lips again, to travel his fingers upon the ivory skin wrapped upon your flesh, he wanted to be with you again.... if only.

"Hey." was all he could say. But he wanted to tell you more. But then again, he was'nt really good with voicing out.

You smiled. Something that made his breath hitch once more. The cool tips of your fingers reaching out to him, stroking his cheeks gently.

You hugged him ever so tightly. Practically flinging yourself at him. He closed his eyes upon that contact. It was supposed to be a secret. Meeting you like this was supposed to be a secret.

It was something that he could only keep. He could no-.... never share, even when he wanted to.

The truth hurts. He should'nt be seeing you, really. But it was his drug. An addiction that he would'nt really mind bearing, one he did'nt want to refrain from.

He closed his eyes. Remembering how you looked like from the last time he saw you. You wore the very same outfit. The white trench coat, the very same shirt, the very same tie. The last time he saw you.... it was when -- no. It does'nt matter anymore. You're here and that's all there was to it.

The hug faded. And so was your presence. He opened his eyes. Kneeling against the soft green grass. His gloved fingers caressing a stone.

A stone with the name of his beloved muse. [l/n][f/n].

The last time he saw you, the spark in your eyes was already gone. The last time he saw you, you were there, laying on the concrete floor lifeless, staring up the night sky as your body was slowly zipped inside a body bag.

He wanted you to know that he cried. Secretly. Painfully. He wanted you to know how much it hurt him to see his name upon your last will.

He wanted you to know that he loved you.

"Urie-kun? You done?" one of his teammates called to him.

He sighed, hastily standing up before looking at your grave one last time and then started to leave.

He turned his head back, catching  a glimpse of a somewhat smiling figure waving good bye at him mouthing some words only he could understand.

It was his secret. A bitter sweet gift. A constant reminder that you were there, that you will always be there. A previlege only for him to see.

'I love you too....' he thought.

After all, you were his and he was yours.

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[A/N: Dunno why I did this. Been actually thinkibg 'bout this for a long time now... I hope it's not bad. Anyway guys, I really thank you all for your comments and votes and everything they mean a lot to me. It means so much. It makes me happy to see that at least there's actually something that I think Im good at. Thank you guys. Thank you very much.

Love y'all
-Nico-chan]