John's POV-
Sherlock was hugging me.
I was hugging Sherlock.
No!
But it feels so real....
No it's just you going more crazy
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No buts John...Sherlock is dead John, give it up. Sherlock had pulled away from the hug by now and was looking at me with worried as I had my inner conflict.
See, it couldn't be Sherlock. He wouldn't care if anything was wrong with you the logic side of me argued
Your right the part of me that had been damaged, my hopeful side resigned. Arguement over.
" that's the most realistic hug I've had with an illusion...maybe I'm gonna die soon, god I hope so." I say to the illusion.
"John, I am real" Sherl- the illusion said "no your not" I say in a whisper "Yes I am" he argues "NO! YOUR NOT REAL....you can't be real"
I hate crying, all this emotions that I had kept hidden all came out. I was crying mess! Sniveling, whimpering, sniffing, and hiccuping. What must Sherlock think of me now.
I look up at him to see pain evident in his eyes. " John am so sorry, I-" he stopped abruptly when he heard footsteps bounding up the stairs.
"I heard crying are alright j-" Mrs. Hudson stop her frantic worry and looked at Sherlock with shock "John, can you see him?" She asks "you mean..you can see him too?" They both stare at Sherlock as he lets out a noise of discomfort. "Told you I was real" he said.
Soon after all hell broke loose.
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Yep sooo......exactly
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Fanfictionthose times when you hate yourself so much that all you want to do is live, live so you can experience the pain, live so that you can feel the hurt. that's exactly how John Watson feels, after several attempts of suicide because of blame all he does...
