Third person POV-
John had never seen someone so mad, well other than himself right now. Mrs. Hudson matches up to Sherlock and pokes him with her index "IF THIS IS REALLY YOU SHERLOCK YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE TO EVERY ONE FOR MAKING US THINK YOU WERE. AND I SWEAR IF YOU MAKE JOHN SO SAD OR GUILTY AGAIN I WILL, WELL I'll DO SOMETHING!" and with that she walked out but not before smiling at Sherlock and doing motions with her hands when John wasn't looking. Sherlock could easily interpret that the motions meant John was going to KILL him.
" John?" Sherlock hesitantly asks as he watches John having a war in his head. He reached out his hands to touch him only to have him turn and bring him on for a hug as he began to cry again.
John cried his eyes out yet again, waves after waves of tears rushed out of his eyes. Sherlock put his hands around John and pulled him in for a hug. He too began to cry, not as much as John, never as much as John because John was crying.
John was crying from the guilt still lingering in his body. From the fear that this was just another nightmare. John was crying because Sherlock was alive.
Sherlock, who knows why he was crying. Maybe because John, his blogger, his best friend, his hedgehog was crying and that brought out those 'sentimental' feelings he had deep, deeeeeeeep inside.
They pull apart as John begins to furiously bear on sherlocks chest "YOU FUCKING BASTARD! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN YOU PUT ME THROUGH. WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING......do you know what this did to me?...I..why" and again he broke down crying pulling Sherlock close again.
Sherlock furrowed his brows unfamiliar with this kind of emotions. First crying, then yelling, then crying again... feeling were weird, he thought in his head.
He look down as John began to calm down sputtering nonsense "I hate you, you know" he said "I know" Sherlock replied.
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Fanfictionthose times when you hate yourself so much that all you want to do is live, live so you can experience the pain, live so that you can feel the hurt. that's exactly how John Watson feels, after several attempts of suicide because of blame all he does...
