"Rayna you ready?" Jax ask. I take a deep breath putting on my shoes. "Yea I believe I am." I say. I stand up an walk over to Jax who hugs me. "It will be all over soon." Jax says. I just smile at him pick Abel up an we go into the main area an Gemma takes him. "I will watch him till y'all get back." Gemma says. I nod my head an kiss Abel's forehead an follow the club out an get on Jax's bike with him. "Don't be nervous Rayna we will protect you." Chibs says. I just nod my head an we leave out.
-park-
"Ok so just go sit down over there an let Jax do the talking just take the money." Clay says. I nod my head an fallow Jax over to the bench an we sit down an Jax takes my hand an squeezes it an I squeeze it back. "Everything will be fine I got you an so does the club." Jax says. I just smile an then men come up Jax talks an they hand me the money then Jax gets me a few feet away before gun shots are fired an Jax pulls me behind a tree before I can get hit an I glare at him as he grabs his gun an starts fireing back. "Jackson your dead after this." I say. He just smirks at me an grabs my arm an we run for his bike an get on an he gets me out of there.
-at the club house-
"Oh my gosh Rayna I'm so glade your ok." Gemma says. She hugs me an I hug her back then turn to Clay an glare at him. "Ok listen here Clay I'm not making Jackson choice between his family an the club but I'm done being apart of his life I will still be Jackson's old lady but I will have nothing to do with this club." I say. I through the money at him an go get Abel an leave an head to the house then pack mine an Abel's stuff for a few weeks then left to go to a hotel close by.
Jax:Where are you an our kid?
Me:At a hotel till I can find a place to stay so we don't have to worry.
Jax:You can stay at our house I will stay at the club house while club stuff is going on.
Me:No we are moving out an you can move with us.
Jax:Find a house an I will help pay for it an we can start a new life but I'm staying in the club.
Me:Fine with me.
I quite texting him an feed Abel then put him down for his nap an fix me something to eat until there was a knock on the door so I went to get it an see a man with a gun. "Are you Jax's old lady?" The man with the Irish accent ask. "Who are you?" I ask. "No need to know who I am where is Abel?" The man demands. I go to shut the door but he pushes me away an grabs Abel an takes off an I get in my car an try an follow him but lose him so I head to the club house. "Rayna what is wrong dear where is Abel?" Gemma ask. When she did I lost it I dropped to the ground crying an Gemma yelled for Jax an the boys. Jax comes up an picks me up an takes me to the picnic tables. "Rayna what the hell is wrong?" Jax ask. "Some Irish man came to the hotel an took Abel pointed a gun at me I couldn't do anything I tried." I sob. Jax lost it then but wrapped me in his arms as I sobbed an Clay got on it then Jax passed me onto Lyla an Gemma an they held me while Jax an the club went to do there thing.
-a week later-
"You have to eat dear." Gemma says. I grabbed the plate an ate then laid back down me an Jax have been in a slump since what happened we are still in the one house but it's not the same with out Abel. "Gem is Jax here?" Clay yells. "In the nursery." Gem yells. I hear Jax be picked up an taken into the shower. "Ray we need you." Gamma says. I nod my head an go to the bathroom an go inside to see Jax sitting down. "Jax they say they have news about Abel." I say. I see a little bit of light in Jax's eyes an he gets up an I hand him a towel an I help dry him off then he got dressed an we walk out an go sit down on the couch. "We got this." Clay says. He show us a picture of Abel an the Irish man. "That's our boy." I say. Jax smiles an ask Clay a bunch of stuff an then kisses me an leaves with them an Gemma smiles at me. "Everything is going to be fine." Gemma says. "Gemma we have a problem." Juice says. "What is it?" Gemma ask. Juice explains that she is being charged an they take her away leaving me alone so I go back to the bedroom with a little hope.
-few hours later-
"Rayna we know where Abel is we just have to go to Ireland to get him." Jax says. "Then I will pack an we can go." I say. "You can't go there is to much RRA there an you don't need that plus the case with Gemma plus are charges it's not good Rayna an you have to stay here please just stay here." Jax says. "Fine I will stay just go get are boy please." I say. "I will darlin I will I promise." Jax says. I hug him an smile then kiss him. "Jax just make sure when you come back we can at least get out of here find a place away from town in the country." I say. "Ok we can I will make sure of it just look for houses ok an when we get back we will leave." Jax says. I smile an we lay down an sleep then I get up cook supper Kax ate then left an I took a shower an went to bed
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