After a few hours Erin and I got back into the car and drove back home. I was shit faced drunk so Erin got to drive. When we got back my parent's car was in the drive way which meant my family was home. They could not know that I was drinking or that I went to the falls. Luckily almost all the lights were out in the house. All except Elizabeth's room. She was the biggest tattle tale ever so we had to be very quite. We snuck in through the back window and then Erin grabbed my hand to lead me up the stairs to my room. I liked it in a way. My favorite feeling in the world was when someone held my hand or wrapped their arms around me. In that moment I always felt safe. We tiptoed down the hallway as I giggled a little and whispered, "Erin why do we have to be so quiet?" She quickly turned to me and put her finger over her mouth and told me to be quiet. As I entered my room Erin closed the door behind us and locked the door. I looked at her admiringly while she tucked a loose piece of hair behind her ear. She caught me looking at her and gave me her "what the hell are you looking at" look. I quickly snapped out of the trance I was in. The floor creaked as I shifted my weight from one foot to another. Erin walked over to her swim bag and pulled out her t-shirt and little rainbow shorts that she stole from me a few years back. They looked better on her anyways. I climbed onto my big comfy bed and scrolled through my phone. From the side of my eye I could see Erin taking off her shirt, then her shorts, and then slowly removing her bra. Her back was muscular, tan and had little brown moles spread apart in the top area of her back. She slipped on her big grey t-shirt and then pulled my rainbow pants over her Victoria secret cheeky underwear. After she slipped on my pants I quickly focused my attention to my phone so that she could not catch me staring. Erin turned around and climbed into bed with me. She then wrapped her arms around me and dug her face into my shoulder. I've always loved when she did that. "I had fun tonight" she said with her head still buried in my shoulder. "Erin" I said. "Yeah" she said in reply. She slowly lifted her head off of my shoulder and looked me in the eyes. Her eyes were as blue as the Mediterranean ocean. My head fell in shame as I was about to finally tell Erin a secret that I had been hiding for so long. "I... I think I'm gay" I said nervously. There was silence for a moment and I could see the shock in her eyes. "You can't be gay" she said with concern. Erin sat up straight and said, "Abby, I've known you forever there is no way that you are gay. Clearly you like guys. What about Nick, and Jake, and Andrew?" I had to think for a second cause I actually did like them, but I clearly also had feelings for girls too. "Look, I've liked this girl at my school for a little while now and I kinda just wanted to keep it on the low" I said. "Who" she quickly snapped. I paused, and took a deep breath then puffed out my cheeks. "Her name is Camila" I said with a smile across my face. Erin's face froze with shock and confusion. Then she managed to say, "so I guess you're bisexual then?" I nodded, agreeing that I in fact liked both sexes.
