A Song for Ma Boy

NP: One Sided Love by Lee Hi

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I like you and it’s been a while

All day, I think of you

As I’m walking down the street, listening to music

You suddenly come before my eyes

The movie that my heart is making

Is a special project that only stars you

The title is “My Crush”

And I’m the only audience

Everyone comforts me, tells me to cheer up

But I’m sick of hearing that – I’m not sad

Even if he forever…

Doesn’t know my heart, it’s okay

I just need him to be where I can see him

Just as always, with those charming eyes, gestures, words

He just needs to exist, that’s all I need

I feel like I’m all filled up

From the tickling wind that you brought

I smell something good

I like it like this

My smile draws out one person

Everyone cheers for me, tells me to be brave

They push me, saying that it’s my turn to approach you

Rather than worrying about that, I just want to enjoy this moment

I will climb aboard my hidden confession and ride to the sky up high woo

It has not been long since that day. That one last bittersweet day na nakita ko siya. I was happy because the sign happened but not genuinely happy kasi alam kong hanggang doon na lang yun.

Bago pa man ang araw na yun, alam ko na. Kaya naman kahit sa huling pagkakataon na makikita ko siya, I wanted to give an answer kahit sa isang tanong man lang mula sa libo-libong tanong na tumatakbo sa utak ko. Well, it was answered but was not given justice.

I shouldn't be taking this seriously for I've been into this a lot of times. I've been in love and thought that the feeling between us is mutual. Oh they're sweet little gestures on which you can't help but fall deeply. Maybe, I over-assumed everything but they can't blame me. Paasa kasi.

Expert na yata ako dito. I should have known from the start na mauuwi lang pala sa ganito lahat. Siguro, I've saved myself from the pain I'm suffering. Hindi naman ako masokista pero ganyan talaga you never know what will happen so better get yourself ready.

Oh why am I being so emotional right now? I'm getting corney. This is so not me. I should stop this. I've gone this far to move on but beacause of this song bumalik lahat ulit. Oh those sweet little memories... Maybe not as painful as before but still enough to make little scratches on my mending heart.

I guess I've got no choice but to sing this song for you...

Ma Boy.

He doesn’t have to know my heart

I just need him to be where I can see him

Just as always, with those charming eyes, gestures, words

He just needs to exist, that’s all I need

I just need him to be where I can see him

Just as always, with those charming eyes, gestures, words

He just needs to exist, that’s all I need