A Song for Ma Boy

Track 12

A/N: Hey!! This will be the last chapter na. :"( Anyway, Thanks sa lahat ng nagbabasa nito at sa mga magbabasa. I really appreciate it. Wala na akong masyadong ka-ek-ekan. Here's the last track! Enjoy :D

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NP: My Love by Lee Jonghyun of CN Blue

When the rain falls out the window,

the hidden memories drench my heart

The person I thought I forgot

rather floats up clearer in my head

Love. Ano ng ba ang ibig sabihin ng love? Hmmm... Love is... something that can't be explained by words but by heart. It is felt which simply means that love goes in many definitions depending upon the person who has love. And for me, love brings you happiness as much as it brings you hurt. Lalo na pag ang love na yun ay unrequitted or let's just say one sided.

I've gone through a lot of unrequitted loves already. Di na ako bago sa ganitong sitwasyon. Dapat pa nga ay masanay na ako sa ganito. Bagamat ganun kung gaano kasakit yung dati eh ganun pa rin yung ngayon. It still feels like the first time. Naisip ko nga, how come can I love a person this much in just a short period of time? We didn't even know each other personally at kahit isang maikling conversation nga rin ay wala. I just know him from afar. So close to my heart and yet so far.

My love, my love, my love that I long for

My love, who I call out as loud as

I can but can’t hear me

My love, my love, my love that I miss

Just your name alone cuts me,

my painful love, my love

Yes, it hurts so much. Kasi nga buong akala ko na gusto niya rin ako. Buong akala ko totoo yung lahat ng nakikita ko. Pero yung buong akala kong yun ay mali pala. I over-assumed everything. Masyado akong nagpadala sa intuitions ko. Masyado kong binigyan ng ibig sabihin lahat ng ginagawa niya. Naiinis nga ako sa kanya kasi masyadong paasa. Sabi nga nila may ganung lalake talaga. Pag nalaman nilang may gusto yung babae sa kanya, ayun lalandi-landiin tapos sa huli paaashain lang pala sa wala. Pero hindi rin naman niya kasalanan kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. It's I who decided to contiue this feelings for him. Pinaniwala ko yung sarili ko. Wala nga naman siyang sinabi na gusto niya rin ako. It is just I who thought na gusto niya rin ako.

But there's this part in me na nagsasabing baka nga gusto niya rin ako. Maybe, it just didn't work out. Maybe we're not meant to be.. at this moment. Pero siguro, anong malay ko, sa paglipas ng panahon magkikita ulit kami. Sana nga lang di pa maging huli ang lahat. 

When the darkness comes out the window

The hidden memories light up my heart

Two months na ang nakaraan simula ng huli ko siyang makita. At dalawang buwan rin akong nage-effort na makalimutan siya. Hindi ko na rin naman siyang masyadong naiisip katulad ng dati. I kept myself busy doing other things just to refrain myself in thinking about him. Pero may mga pagkakataon talaga na di ko maiwasan. Bumabalik lahat yung alaala at pati na rin yung sakit. Hindi man ako naiiyak na ngayon pero nandun pa rin yung kirot sa puso ko. Lalo pa't may mga bagay akong nakikita at naririnig na nagpapaalala sa akin ng lahat-lahat. And that goes the same with this song.

My love, my love, my love that I long for

My love, who I call out as loud as

I can but can’t hear me

My love, my love, my love that I miss

Just your name alone cuts me,

my painful love, my love

The moments we laughed together

The moments we shed tears together

Now I let it go but----

Another school year na naman. Another new people to meet.  I hope this semester would be a good one. Magsisimula na naman ako ng panibagong kabanata sa buhay ko. At kasabay nito ay sisiguraduhin kong makakalimutan na kita..

My love, my love, my grateful love

My love, who will remain

even if I erase my everything

My love, my love, my precious love

I will cherish you until my breath runs out,

my love, my love

******end of song*******

" Excuse me, may nakaupo dito na seat?"

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... o hindi pala.

NP: Ma Boy 3 by Electroboyz ft Nana of Afterschool

Hey, all I see is you

Nothin but you girl

Let’s go let’s go

I’m only thinking about you again today

I can’t sleep, I miss you

Will you warmly and tightly hug me?

Oh ma boy (yes lady)

I really love you (you make me crazy)

Why don’t you know my heart? You really don’t know

I’m only looking at you baby