Different worlds *Ziam* (boyxboy)

part 32 Am I crazy?

The next day, Liam rang on Chris' door. He wanted to talk to her. To be honest, he only wanted to see her. He missed her. Hearing her voice was what he needed, even when she only calls him a prick and a backstabber. He waited, and after nobody answered, he knocked again. Nothing. He sighed and pulled out the key she gave him once and forgot to take it back and unlocked the door. He heard music come out from her room. "Chris?" 'Maybe she doesn't hear me because of the music..' He thought. He was wrong.

Just to be sure, he checked the other rooms. Living room, kitchen, bathroom, Liam and Niall's old rooms. Nowhere. So, she had to be in her room. He quitly opened the door after knocking. "Chris..?"

"Chris?" She layed there, curled up in a ball. Surrondered by tons of pakets of pills. "Please, don't let it be what i think it is." Liam whispered in tears. Next to her was a bottle, a pool of water sunk in the bedsheets and was now a wet, dark mark. "Chris?" He rushed to her side and sat down next to her. He shaked her lightly. "If this is a prank, it's not funny, Chris." He said. "Wait... WHY IS SHE NOT BREATHING?!" His eyes welled in tears. "She's not breathing. SHE'S NOT BREATHING." He shouted in realizion. "No, Chris, don't do that, you-you can't do that to me, no!" He sobbed like crazy and pulled her lifeless body in his chest. "No, Chris, No.."

Zayn was sitting on his bed, watching tv, as he got a call from Liam. He smiled a bit. "Hey babe." He said as he picked up. His smile faded as he heard sobbing on the other line. "Babe? What's wrong?" "Chris... Pills... She, she.." Zayn stood up, already ready to go. "What happened?" "Chris... Chris left me... Us... She.." "Baby, can you please tell me what's up?" "Can you... Can you please *sniff* come?" "Sure, where are you?" "At-At Chris' house, in her bedroom." "Okay, i'll be there as soon as possible." He was about to hang up, when he heard Liam calling "Zayn?" "Yeah?" "I-I love you." He said weakly. "I love you, too. Hold on."

As Zayn arrived, he found Liam sitting on Chris' bed, hugging her and crying. He rushed to his side. "Babe, what happened to her?" Liam sobbed louder and pulled away from Chris' body to hug Zayn. Zayn wrapped his arms around him and lifted him up, Liam's legs around Zayn's torso, Zayn grabbing his ass so he won't fall down. "Shh.." Zayn rocked Liam gently up and down a bit, like a baby. "Babe, did you already call the ambulance?" Liam shook his head. Zayn sighed and layed him down, next to Chris' body. Liam automatically clung himself onto her body and pulled her close. Zayn pulled out his phone and dialed the number. (A/n I'm from germany, i don't know what the number for the ambulance in England is. :D) While Zayn talked, Liam clung onto Chris body even tighter and contuined sobbing. He knew, it was his fault she died. But it was also Ed's.

"Babe, they'll be there soon." Zayn said and sat down onto the bed. He pulled Liam into his lap and tried to calm the shaking and sobbing Liam down. The ambulance arrived and people came rushing to Chris. Zayn had to drag him away, so they could reach her.

"Why? She knew how much she meant to me.. Why did she leave, Zayn?" Liam asked. Zayn sighed again. They were at the hospital and waiting. Liam sat on Zayn's lap. "Sometimes people come to a point when everything doesn't make sense anymore and they can't handle things." Zayn said. Liam knew, if Chris was still alive, she would say "Man. That's deep." And Liam would laugh. But she wasn't there.

Chris' P.O.V (SUPRISEE :D)

"Oh god, where am I? I swear, if i'm still alive-wait." I saw my body. Laying on this board, a green blanked covering my body. "Does that mean, i'm a ghost?" I smirked. "Oh, that's gonna be fun." This was so awesome! I could do everything i want and noone noticed! I went out of the room and there was a coridor. There were chairs, and two guys. One sitting on the other's lap, crying. Oh waait.. Aren't that Zayn and Liam? I walked to them. Yep. Zayn and Liam. Liam crying his eyes out. Ouch, it hit him harder than i thought. I casually sat down next to them, listening to their conversation. "Why? She knew how much she meant to me.. Why did she leave, Zayn?" Zayn sighed. "Sometimes people come to a point when everything doesn't make sense anymore and they can't handle things." Man, that's deep.