Never thought

Broke my walls

Jane's Pov

"You can only hope" he said before he slapped me. What the heck? "But as you know I must do my job, and I will not give up on your mother"

"Who the hell would hire someone to beat their own daughter up?" I asked as I held my cheek. I had gone through a lot of stuff like this so there was no point in crying and showing him how week I was because I knew, from experience, that stuff like these would only make things worse.

The man didn't stop he just continued hitting me. I got up and ran away. You might think that I could beet this guy up but there is two problems... Problem one: I used to have a reason to want to get out alive before. I used to have a goal but I now I know for sure that the only way I leave this place will be in a coffin .Thing two: I could beat him up most likely but then again I am stuck in a room with not a lot of places to run. Thing three: I had to spend another month in this hell hole and if I were to beat him up then I wouldn't be able to get him on my side and he most likely would be mad at me and hurt me more. Thing four: There were 3 things not 2 :) nor 4.

I was now on the mattress blocking his every move.

"You are good" He said "But only your defense" He said

"That's because you have only seen my defense" I said

"Then lets see you attack" He said in between punches.

"I save the best for last" I said

"I'm guessing you have a brilliant escape plan" He said

"Of course" I lied "I am with the FBI after all" I said

"HOLLY CRAP WHAT?" He yelled

"I work for the FBI, you didn't know?" I asked

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Harry's Pov

I wiped my tears away not wanting them to fall on the letter. I took in a few breath and tucked my finger under the seal of the envelope before I gently opened it.

Harry

It pains me to say this but I've left. I didn't tell any of you that I was leaving as I know that you guys would only come after me and I don't want that. I know that you believe that you can fix everything and you have fixed a lot. You have fixed me up. You made me realize the importance of living, you reminded me what it was to love, you and the boys became my friends, my best friends.Who am I kidding you guys became my family. I know right now you're probably beating yourself up saying it was your fault and that I didn't love you and shit like that but let me tell you. I love you. I love you more than life itself and that's why I've had to leave. I have put a lot of thought into this and I know that doing this is the best thing. It may not be the right decision but I am willing to lose my life to save my families. I wish that we could actually become family.

Harry you are special.Harry your the only boy I've ever loved and you will be the only boy I ever love.I knew I felt attracted to you from the first moment I saw you and believe me it wasn't because of your charm. You were kind of distracting me when I saved you that first time so I almost didn't manage. You're the best guy in the world in every way. You are different, special. You are the only one who wanted me for me. Not because I was willing to open my legs not because I had a nice ass.YOu loved me because of me.

I had been in a few serious relation ships in the past but none made me feel the way you do. You were the only guy who didn't intend on changing me. You were also the only one who cared enough to fix me and that's what I need. Not for somebody to change me but to fix me.

The time I have spent with you and the rest of the boys has been the best time of my life even if I almost die twice but all the good times made up for that. Thank you for giving me the family I never had. Don't come after me just remember I will always love you. You are the only boy that managed to break my walls down. I guess after all it is true. We do not build walls to keep others out. We built them to see who cares enough to break em' down.

Harry, move on. Live life, find love, have mini Harry's. Remember I'm just another girl left in the past and it is always more important to look forward then to look back. That's why god placed our eyes in front of us rather then behind us.

I will never forget you not stop loving you.

Jane x

You're not another girl in the past. You are the girl that holds the key to my hearth, to my life, the girl who hold the key to my future.