Fighting a Feeling (a Phanfiction/other)

The Kiss

*Crawls onto your screen* I'm sorry, I've returned... as I said I would... over a month ago... so hello ^_^ I'm sorry I haven't updated for so long, I've been a bit skjnkjnknknklan lately because work and I had no idea how to write this chapter... so I just kind of didn't... for a month. I'm sorry this is really bad but I was just desperate to get this up because people kept asking when it would be updated. Enjoy ^_^

~Dan POV~

I watch as PJ kisses Faye, bent down slightly as he holds her in his arms. I turn to look at Phil. I see him glaring at the back of Faye’s head, looking at her as though he wanted to hit her. Something’s wrong. Phil’s never been violent. I’ve never seen him look at anyone that way before.

“Phil?” He continues glaring at Faye, slightly bent over as he bites his nails. “Phil, are you alright?” He jumps slightly and looks round at me, a guilty expression on his face.

“What? Oh yeah I’m alright, I’ve just got a bit of a headache, that’s all.” It’s obvious he’s lying.

“Maybe we should call the doctor? He said that if you weren’t feeling back to normal then we should go back up to the hospital.”

“No I’m fine, really.” I can tell he’s starting to get annoyed. Faye and PJ break apart, sensing Phil’s annoyance. We all look at Phil. “I said I’m fine alright?!” He gets up and walks out of the room. A few seconds later we hear his bedroom door slam shut. I wince slightly at the noise. Faye and PJ are looking at me now, still standing in the middle of the room holding hands.

“Um… Dan?” I look at Faye, who was standing nervously. “Have I done something wrong?” I shake my head at her, smiling slightly.

“No, Phil’s just been a bit upset today. I’m sure he’ll be fine in a couple of days, he just needs to settle in.”

“Maybe we should go?” I’d forgotten that Chris was even there. It looked as though Faye and PJ had as well.

“Yeah, Chris’s right, we probably should.”

“Alright, I’ll text you tomorrow and let you know how he is.” I walk out into the hall with them, standing awkwardly by the door as they put on their shoes.

“Thanks for letting us come round tonight, and tell Phil I hope he’s feeling better soon! It was lovely meeting him!” I smile at Faye.

“Sure.” I open the front door and they walk out, Faye and PJ holding hands and Chris walking behind them.

“Oh Dan I forgot to ask you!” PJ turns round. “You’re still coming to Chris’ party right?” Chris smiles slightly.

“Oh shit that’s next weekend isn’t it? I forgot about that! Yeah sure, I’ll be coming. Phil might as well if he’s feeling up to it, if it’s alright with you obviously.” Chris nods. “Thanks for coming over guys, sorry about Phil.” They all smile as I shut the door. I immediately run up stairs, stopping outside Phil’s door. I can’t hear anything. No crying, no movement. I knock lightly on the door. “Can I come in?” No answer. I open the door slightly and look in to see Phil sitting on his bed, his knees bent slightly and staring at the wall, holding Lion in his hands. I walk in to his room and sit down on the bed next to him. I almost go to put my hand on his but then I stop, remembering Phil didn’t love me anymore. It hurt. It hurt more than anything I had ever gone through before. But I couldn’t let him see that, not after what had happened. He doesn’t even look at me. “Phil, what’s upset you? And don’t say you have a headache because it’s obvious you’re lying.”

~Phil POV~

“And don’t say you have a headache because it’s obvious you’re lying.” I don’t know what to say. I can’t tell him that I’m jealous of Faye, or that I’m in love with PJ, he’d hate me for it! I look down, stroking Lion’s mane nervously.