Half Dead

04

I woke up and went to the bathroom

The guys were asleep and the room is dark, just like the whole house..

I walked to the bathroom and saw some shadows like people sitting on the floor.. I jumped a few steps back but they were gone. I tryed to ignore this cause i just woke up and i can imagine things, my mind isn't fully awake.

I walked to the bathroom and closed the door behind me, i passed in front of the mirror to reach the toilet but, fuck i didn't see my reflection! I went backwards and stood in front of the mirror but.. I didn't see myself! I scratched my eyes and wiped my face but still invisible!.. I washed my face to wake up but still hidden!

I ran out of the bathroom but the house wasn't dark and my room too. Mom was awake

I sat next to mom but it was like if i wasn't here! I stood in front of her but she didn't react at all!

I ran up to my room but the moment i stepped in, the house turned dark again and they guys were still sleeping. I tryed to woke them up but i was frozen when i saw myself sleeping in the bed!!.. Where the hell am i?!

"MOM!" i screamed but no body heard me Harry and Niall suddenly were standing in front of me with scary faces and shaking me!
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"Louis! Wake up dude it's a dream, stop!" i heard so my eyes flew open and i realised that Niall and Harry are awake and was trying to wake me up. A nightmare

I breathed heavily and felt my neck and face are sweaty

"what's the matter that time" Harry asked taking a seat next to me and wiping my back in a comforting way

"t-the same.. No-nobody heard me.. Nobody!.. Nobody saw me-i couldn't see myself either!" i yelled but they tryed to calm me down

"calm down, Louis it's only a dream" Niall said

"No it's not only a dream! It's playing on repeat and this have to mean any shit!.... I could see myself sleeping in the bed and you were sleeping.. I saw shadows again a-and.. And mom didn't see or hear me!.. Somebody help me this is hideous!" i panicked and felt weird.. I felt scared, like never before.. Harry hugged me and Niall patted my back.. What am i supposed to do now? Sleep? Fuck. I won't even close my eyes again!
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I acted that i'm falling asleep last night only to let them sleep cause they told me that if I'm not sleeping they wont too, but sure i wouldn't let them stay up because of me.

Last night was litterly horrible, most of the night i was hidden under the sheets and hiding my face, forcing my eyes to close to not imagine things in the dark. But everytime my eye felt tired from being closed tight it opened without my order and of course i saw shitty things.. I stayed up until it was 6 am and the room wasn't dark anymore but i was fully awake after that shitty night and didn't feel like sleeping anymore but kept laying in the bed, afraid to move, and waiting them to wake up.

They woke up at 12 and i was still in my place, still afraid.

"good morning" Niall said and i jumped in my place and my heart fell to my feet

I took a deep breath to calm myself and my breaths down

"morning" i replied and he looked at me with a raised eyebrow

"what?" i asked

"when did you wake up?" he asked

"i didn't sleep" i said and Harry turned to Niall's side so he could see me

"morning" he said in a sleepy voice

"morning" me and Niall said

"why the hell didn't you?" Niall continued looking at my angirly