California ♡ S.W.

8

Yayayay I actually updated :). I'm sorry I haven't been updating and I've been a little shithead, but please let me know good days of when I should update.

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sammy

one month later

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i scanned the room, looking at the several pieces of clothing on the floor, picking up each one of them. all women's clothing. ever since carina left, i've been a mess. i've been fucking over other girls, getting back to my old ways, not even remembering their names. none of what happened was actually my fault-- hold that thought. it was. i slapped her. it's a huge deal when a man hits you, and i should've known that.

i tried contacting cameron, but it would bring me to voicemail every time. i tried searching california, but i never got anywhere or could think of where she could be.

who knows, she could be back in omaha, back with her old life, friends, her ex boyfriend. i didn't know anything at this point.

i heard knocking on the door, and skate wasn't home, so i assumed it was him. i strolled down the stairs and opened the white door, seeing skate, as expected.

"i miss carina, man." i said out of the blue, running my hand through my newly dyed hair. carina leaving me, got me to do some crazy ass shit, such as, bleaching my hair.

skate laughed and mocked me as he took a few steps inside, not bothering to even shut the door. i rolled my eyes and suddenly a wave of anger ran through me. i stared at him, glaring.

"enough with the sappy shit, bro, you got all these girls, life is good." skate was probably high, like he always is, and messing with me. i hated when skate was like this, choosing drugs over his best friend.

"i need to find a way to see carina, you wouldn't understand anyway, you can't keep a steady relationship. never have, and you never will." i ranted on, grabbing my phone to take a walk outside.

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carina

"cam, stop!" i giggled pushing his shirtless body off of me. a bunch of shit can happen in a month. including cameron and i dating.

he hasn't told the press or any of his fans, mostly because i've been delaying it. people knew i was dating sammy for a while, but the gossip and rumors blew over. as far as the fans knew, sammy and i broke up.

"cam!" i laughed again, smacking him with a pillow. he hugged me from behind and left a trail of wet kisses on my back, making me laugh a little at the feeling of his lips. i loved being with cameron. he was so sweet and was loving and always trusted me.

after leaving for the hotel a month ago, cameron followed me to the place i was staying and convinced me to stay at his place. we became best friends and then we both realized we wanted something more.

at that point, sammy had completely left my mind, i had unfollowed him on all social media and stopped paying attention to what his crusty ass was doing.

lizette and i still talk and she recently got into a relationship with cameron's old friend, nash. i was so happy for them. lizette and i decided to put off college until we decided what we wanted to do.

all i knew right now, was that i love cameron dallas.