I've seen too much.
I've done too much.
Finding out that I've hurt a bunch
What have I become?
Such a monster in my own blood.
I feel sick to my gut
Souls of the deceased are taken away.
Because of me, they've left astray.
What have I done and why have I stayed?
The military is what made me this way.
Taken by force
Executed with no remorse
Each spirit lifts itself.
My knees collapse and I'm begging for forgiveness.
I beat myself and I plea!
"How could you ever forgive me?"
Screaming and bleeding.
I'm punching the ground until it's bone marrow.
Blurry vision of blood from a farrow.
Blood like a tidal wave, flooding my mind.
Beating me to submission because I was not one of their kind
Drive me away
Leave me astray
Leave until the whole world is gay.
I don't want to be here, take me where I can play.
The children of madness love to play.
Bow to their knees to God they pray.
Religious minds of the one they obey.
I'm done with this.
Take me out of it.
I can't resist.
My ally thought he'd insist.
Take me somewhere happy.
Take me somewhere sad.
I don't care.
Just take me away from somewhere bad.
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What I've Done For You (Part 1)
PoesíaChester couldn't remember his life story after he learns that he is stuck in a train wreck. With the help from a fellow comrade, he slowly begins to remember the constant heart smashing things that have happened in his life and why he even ended up...
