Sent Away

❷Arrival

（＾∇＾）Daniella t(-.-t)

The car ride was quiet. I haven't spoken at all yet and I'm pretty sure Mrs.Chrissy, aka my mom's high school best friend, would of thought I was mute, but I know my mom tells her and Mr. Jonas, Mrs. Chrissy's husband and my mom's other high school best friend, about my 'delinquent' ways and all that bull she likes to gossip to everyone. That's another thing to add to the list of why I absolutely hate my mom, she gossips, not just about normal things people gossip about, but all the personal things that goes on in her children's life, hell it's not even her life so why should she have the right to spread our personal lives out to the world with out our consent? Where's the fucking government? I want to over throw the damned tyrant- I mean I could just make my own Declaration of Independence and James can be a fucking patriot and we-

"Daniella are you okay?" Mrs. Chrissy spoke softly without fear or cowering away like most parents do when they see me.

I stopped my random thought that managed to cross my mind and gave Mrs.Chrissy a "hmm" that was confident and a bit harsh sounding, but in my world meant "Yeah, but I don't want to talk right now."

She let out a hushed sigh, as if it were meant to tell me something she didn't want to say, but I didn't question it and let silence fill the car once again and this time my mind drifted off into complete pure and utter darkness where I thought of nothing and saw nothing but darkness. It were as if I'd slept, but I was awake.

The sooner I leave, the sooner I'll be home around people I loath, but I'll be with James and Mrs.Chrissy's family won't have to deal with me or the problems I'd bring. Aww fuck, one more year, just one more year and I'll be free. I could, I- where will I go? No one wants a delinquent like me at college, I can't. A sigh escaped my lips as I felt a headache come and intensify, fuck my life. It was all his fault-no it was mine. I wish I could just blame them for everything, but I can't, I won't ever be able to because it was my fault.

My heart started to ache and the familiar feeling came over me. The feeling of emptiness. The thought of being alone, useless, meaningless, a wasted space and a wasted life. The only thing that gave me a purpose is James, but we're separated now. What more could I do?

"Daniella."

Looking up I noticed we were already in the driveway of a modern two story house. The house is painted a light brown color with beige accents. The house gives off a warm and inviting feeling, one I used to feel every time I went to a house for the first time, but now I feel emptiness and closed off as if the house didn't want me to come in; not this time though, not this time.

I just felt a moment that brought goosebumps to my arms and the hairs of my neck to raise and it was as if I were trapped in time; the world just stopped, just for a minute, it stopped. Nothing came to mind, it was blank. I had no problems, felt no issues. Everything was just gone for a minute and then one word hit me like a truck: Change. I could change this summer, everything could change right here, right now.

If I go back to the life I lived or I become a better person maybe I could just stay here for the last school year. I could be better, life could be better.

"Daniella," Mrs.Chrissy was standing outside of the car and tapping on the window, soon reality entered my mind and the vision of a new start disappeared. I can't do that, it's better this way.

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Yeah so chapter two Yay! Tell me what ya think. I know Danni's a mess but that's her personality and I can promise you it adds some to the story, at least I think so. Slow progress is better than running away, which is what isn't happening. Oh well