I was alone, once again. I've spent so much of my life alone, but this felt different. It felt like when Percy and Annabeth got together. I felt, I felt abandoned more than I can say in words. I've fallen for another straight guy and I keep embarrassing myself infront of him. To top it all off, he makes me smile, a thing I'm not used to. The mussels in my face feel pained when I do, but each time it feels a little more natural. But the most natural is a scowl. Doesn't require any energy from me. Sitting here, all I can think about is Will Will Will. I need to stop. I can't deal with the pain anymore. It's bad enough what Eros or Cupid or whoever made me say! I could barely bare it, and in front of Jason! Then I finally built up enough courage to tell Percy and that felt great. I'd moved on from him and thought I had found a good guy. I had found my sunshine. Then he turns out to be straight and probably hates me. And he should. If I could move, I would run to my room, making sure to avoid the shadows incase I fade, and straight to my cabin. I wouldn't even care how it looks. Who even designed it! Seriously it's a bunch of coffins in a vampire designed room. Even I'm not that ghostly.
It's about ten in the morning and I'm still in my empty, boring room, in pain and tears. No one has come to check on me, and I have almost one hundred percent certainty that no one will.
And then...
