In a hazed evening in Kuala Lumpur, we cannot go out and do our favourite activity. Windows are shut, only the ceiling fan is moving, filling up the empty noise in our one story house. Married for two years with no babies around seems like a perfect peaceful life in this challenging enconomy months. I am sitting next to you, watching you reading that thick book you call, novel and put on my white Samsung earphone and hit the play button on my old Sony Experia L mp3 player while my head leaning on your shoulder.
Today's music is Drowning by Backstreet Boys. I am closing my eyes and let the music and lyrics flows in like river flows. The sound of piano at the beginning makes my brain sending command to my sensory saying, "Welcome to My Fantasy World,"
I can't imagine, life without your love,
Even forever there seems like long enough.This verse got me into the euphoria part of being in a relationship. Many fiction stories I can write based on this one single song. How a pure love with many obstacle in the road ends with happy ending or how two soulmates are meeting for the first time.
Every time I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love,
Baby I can't help it,
I'm drowning in your love,They say love at first sight but I say, love is when the time stops and our hearts are beating a little rapid, not into the tachycardia mode but just slightly fast to send the transmitter by saying, "Hey, what is your name?" A bold sentence in this modern era where love would only sighting through Instagram or Youtubes or Snap Chat but you said it first and it a was bold approach towards my heart makes me falls that small charm. You are not handsome, pale skin with round face and a pair of small eyes makes me think for a second to reply you but your charming smile makes my heart melt a little.
I am drowning in your love?
Yes, in my fantasy world but never say it out loud because I am girl who always jinx with what I say but then you confessed to me, "I am drowning in your dark chocolate irises and I am going to make it work,"
Are you a creepy guy who comes from a crazy town? Babe, I am not impressed with your cheesy speech but you do work hard to have me not as your soulmate but perhaps more than that.
Do I still day dreaming a real gentleman comes into the coffee shop with his dashing leather jacket match with plain white shirts and a pair of classic jeans with his nice brown ankle high Timbaland boots then he smiles and saying, "Hey,"?
Yes, only when I am listening to those words and I am daring to put my mind in this fantasy.
Then you made my fantasy come true. I do not know how you found out, probably from my Twitter account that I had posted. I guess you had made a little research on how to win a little to my heart.
You're the air I ever breath,
Soulmates takes away the air when you lost them. They leave you and I breathless when we are physically apart only remaining memories makes us stronger to move onto the next chapter. We keep our fantasy on how we meet after life. Either we meet in a garden of heaven that filled with happiness or we suffered in hell for our past sins when we are together. Still, our greatest love makes us drown in a fantasy of living in heaven and forgets the hell.
Drowning in your love.
My eyes are closing, breathing slowly while hearing your breathe and turning pages of the book you made while remembering our journey and fantasy that we shared through out the months in a phase called 'Getting to know our personalities,' till we have reached a phase, ' Till death do us apart,' and everyday I am still fantasizing my love life and journey with you, where it leads us and what kind of path we are taking it.
Your body moves and I look into your dark chocolate eyes with a smile.
"What are you thinking at?" you asked with that little small frown of worry, getting worry I am lost in my fantasy world where there is only two of us.
"Us,"
-The End-
P/s:
1. Critics are allowed.
2. Sorry if the lyrics got wrong.
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My Earphone Series
CasualeWhen I am listening musics with my earphone, I will enter to another world where there is me, you and music. The music and lyrics were created and sings by the artist, creates an indefinite stories for us to live in.