Bangtan Boys: A Fan Fiction (smut)

Chapter 22

That night was plagued with nightmares, and when you did manage to get a few minutes sleep, one of Taeyung's coughing fits would jerk you back into reality. The fifth time in the night where you went to V and rubbed his back while he vomited, you noticed how pale he was by the dim light of the lamp on the bedside table.
"Taeyung?" You whispered, but he wouldn't open his eyes. You held him up sturdy as you quickly jabbed J-Hope awake.
"Hoseok! He's not responding..." You said, beginning to panic. He stirred and woke up quickly, seeing how pale V was.
"Shit..." He murmured. You laid him back down and told Hoseok to use the home phone to ring the hospital. J-Hope stumbled to the kitchen, turning the lights on and making a loud noise, waking all the boys up.
"What's going on?"
"Why is it so bright?!"
"Shut up! I'm calling the hospital. V's getting really bad."
"Shit, can we help?"
"Help (Y/N). She's freaking out a bit..."
You heard footsteps and Jimin came rushing into the room. He shook V's shoulders, but he wasn't responding.
"Wake up..."
Jin came up behind you and gripped your shoulders comfortingly. You gently laid Taeyung down on the bed and took the covers off him so he wouldn't overheat.
"The ambulance is coming." Rap Monster said, walking into the room. He came over and sat on your bed, pulling V into his arms and hugging him tight.
"I'm not going to lose you." He murmured, holding V close. V's eyelids twitched. He seemed to be waking up.
"Taeyung?!" You whispered urgently, tears filling your tired eyes.
"Tae Tae?" Jimin said quietly. Suga was the last in the room, and he kneeled next to V as he woke up. You felt relief as you swept him into your arms and held him close.
"Stay awake!" You cried, looking into his eyes. "Don't sleep yet!"
Namjoon and Seokjin heard the ambulance and went to open the door. You heard them talking with the people about to take your V away.
"P-Please..." You begged Taeyung with tears dribbling down your cheeks. "Don't leave me like Jungkook..."
V cupped your face drowsily in his hands and smiled, pulling you closer.
"He hasn't left you, (Y/N), and neither will I. I promise."
He kissed your forehead as the Emergency Team rushed into the room, shooing you away so they could get V onto a stretcher and into the ambulance.

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Rap Monster held you on your couch. The other boys had followed behind the ambulance in the car Jin borrowed from Drew and took you home with. Namjoon knew you were too distraught to go to the hospital again.
"Shh..." He hushed you as you sobbed. The tears just wouldn't stop.
"I c-can't Na-Namjoon..." You moaned, grabbing Jimin's cushion and putting it on Namjoon's lap. You laid your head down on it across his legs. He sighed and played with a few strands of your hair. It felt lovely. Suddenly, (name) jumped up onto the couch and curled up next to you. She purred as you cried into Rap Monster's lap.
"I-I-It's my fault..." You stammered, burying your face in the pillow. "I d-don't help with anything..."
Namjoon shuffled around until he had you in his arms, sniffling into his shoulder.
"This isn't your fault, (Y/N)." Rap Monster said, gripping your shoulders and making you look into his eyes. "If anything, it's all my fault. I didn't take care of my boys properly... I should be kicked out of the group, (Y/N)."
He also began to choke back a small sob, making you sniff even harder. You threw your arms around him, letting him cry in your shoulder as you cried in his. His cries sounded... Strangely heartfelt, as in he truly cared about his boys and was truly upset about the situation. You replaced the stigma of Rap Monster being the strongest, meanest, fiercest in the group and thought of him as a soft, sweet boy who needed to cry.

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"... He's out cold, but I..."
"... Alright? I heard he couldn't..."
"... Maybe... I'll try and ask..."
"... Says no? She's the only one left..."
You awoke to muttering.
Jin, Jimin, Rap Monster, J-Hope, Suga and V were sitting in your lounge.
"Taeyung!" You cried, jumping on him in a huge hug. He nuzzled your cheek, reassuring you. 
"Hey, (Y/N)." He smiled, his throat dry. He gave a little cough.
"H-Hold on!" You cried, getting up and going to get him a drink. You rushed back with a warm pearl tea. He put the cup on the ground and placed his strong hands on your shoulders, making you look at him.
"I'm fine, (Y/N)." V said, a serious look on his usually playful face. "It was stress. Don't make me worry about you, too. Alright?"
You nodded as he pulled you into a hug. As you pulled away, Suga grabbed your hand and looked you in the eye.
"Can you sit with us for a minute?" He asked. You nodded and sat in between Suga and Jimin. Jimin looked sad.
"We... We just got back from the hospital." V said quietly, looking at Suga.
"Y-Yeah, and, well, it turns out Jungkook... Isn't... Alright..."
You felt your blood turn to ice as Jin spoke up.
"The surgery was successful, until his stitches split and he lost a lot of blood." He said quietly.
"He needs a blood transplant." V said. "I... I was going to be the one to give him the blood, but..." He swallowed. "Because I wasn't well when I showed up to take blood, they wouldn't take it..."
A single tear fell from his eye as Jimin looked at you.
"The h-hospital rec-cord said y-your blood w-would work..." He stuttered, rubbing his eyes. You felt uneasy. 
"Will you?" J-Hope spoke up. He looked just as upset as the rest and his skin seemed to be regaining a pasty texture. You felt sick, but you nodded.
"When?" You asked. Jin stood up.
"We said as soon as you woke up."
Rap Monster grabbed your hand and helped you up as the boys squeezed into Drew's car. Jin let you sit on his lap in the back seat. You rested your head on his chest, his heart buzzing.
"You're going to be fine." Jin whispered as Suga floored it, sending Jimin flying. Jin grabbed you in an attempt to stop you flying, but he grabbed your back and accidentally tore the scab. You winced but didn't let him see.
"Th-ah, thanks Seokjin." You covered it up. He held you tight as the car sped to the hospital.