Michael's POV
I've literally just realised that I only told Macaela to bring one set of clothing, I feel like such an idiot. This is so stupid of me, how did I not think of this. Macaela isn't mad at me for not really telling her, but I'm mad at myself for doing so. We are headed for the shops so I can go buy her clothes for the rest of the weekend due to my silly stupidity.
"You don't have to do this Michael" Macaela enforced yet again.
"Yes I do, its my fault for not telling you" I restated with the anger that was consuming me clearly vibrant.
"Ok" Macaela sighed, with her sad face clearly expressing her emotion.
"Don't be sad, I didn't mean to be mad at you, it's just I always seem to stuff up and I'm sick of it... I always seem to wreck everything and it hurts" I started crying hating on my life at this point.
"Don't cry Michael... You can make it up on me, you can pay for the clothes like you said you would, ok"
"Ok"
I started the engine and drove off towards the shops. I was kinda happy now that Macaela accepted my offer, even if it took a lot of effort which may or may not have made me cry.
"We are here" I sighed, hating the very busy view I was getting.
It felt like hours in the very horrifying and torturing shopping centre yet it was actually only half an hour. But still I hate shopping centres when there busy, wait I just hate shopping centres period, except the food section.
We bought swimmers, tops, shorts and the usual but I also bought Macaela some extra stuff from when she was in the bra and undies section, mostly because she wouldn't let me go there with her but I was also getting weird looks at the young mothers going past so I just walked off and told Macaela that I'll be back.
I think she will like the clothes I got her there really beautiful and I think they will look fantastic on her. Not to overly obsess over them or anything like that, just to clarify that I like them.
"What's that noise" Macaela questioned beaming her eyes at me as we sat in the car searching for where the noise was coming from.
"Its my phone" I answered Macaela as I answered my phone not even checking who its from.
Michael: hello
Unknown: Hey Michael
Michael: Who is this?
Unknown: Its Ashton
Michael: Oh Hi Ashton
at this point I was given a questioning look from Macaela who was unsure who Ashton was.
Ashton: What are you doing mate?
Michael: Ammm, well I--m...
Ashton: Well I was wondering if you could come to this beach party with me, since your up this way already from what I've heard.
Ashton's voice clearly expressed his cockiness which annoyed me.
Michael: Ughhh! Fine where is it.
And with that plans changed, and Macaela and I wear off to a beach party with Ashton.
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Macaela's POV
I'm actually really excited about this beach party that starts at 4pm, I've never really been to a beach party so this will be my first.
Michael and I are at the apartment that we are staying at this weekend and getting ready for the party.
It's a beach party so your supposed to be wearing togs, and at that for girls, bikini's and I'm not to well or keen on wearing bikini's. Never have and probably never will.
I've locked myself in the bathroom and I don't want to come out because I don't like the sight I'm seeing in the mirror. Michael is outside the bathroom door trying to convince me and at this rate its not working.
"Macaela it's a beach party your supposed to wear togs" Michael sighed, leaning against the bathroom door trying to convince me to wear togs when in reality I really didn't want to.
"Can it at least be a one piece?" I questioned trying to come up with any alternatives.
"Macaela we only bought bikini type togs, that's all there is... and let me tell you that you are beautiful no matter what, don't let anyone or anything tell you otherwise, ok" Michael ranted causing me to give in.
"Ok" I sighed slowly unlocking the door and opening it.
I was wearing a light blue bikini set and I liked it but it just didn't seem to look good on me, in my eyes that is anyway.
Michaels mouth dropped as soon as his eyes located me. I blushed of course and tried to force the door closed to stop Michael starring but he stopped me in my tracks.
"Don't Macaela...let me look at you, you look amazing" Michael forced, causing me to give in yet again and making me walk back to lean up against the wall.
"I don't feel that good, you just don't understand this feeling... Where you constantly get looked at and judged because your just a little bit bigger than most anorexic girls, it sucks ok" I forced out, sliding my back down the wall and wrapping my hands around my legs, hiding my now wet face.
"Don't be sad Macaela, your making me sad now, and I'm just gonna point out that your not fat you are a perfect healthy size to me and I love it, now please stop disbelieving in yourself and lets go to this party" Michael assured me, helping me up and wiping my tears away.
"Thank you" I thanked as Michael helped me up.
"It might get cold, but depends how long we stay there but you should bring a jumper or something"
"Ok" I responded and grabbed my cardigan and slide it over my swimmers.
"Or that" Michael smirked as he opened the door for us to leave.
Michael was wearing board shorts and a plan T-shirt. It was kinda cute seeing him in shorts and not jeans, I suppose its just something different, something I haven't really seen before.
We were off to the beach party which was only a short drive. My nerves were high the whole time because I was so excited that I was going to a beach party and I was also nervous over what's going to happen and who is going to be there as well as the death stairs I'm probably going to get.
Why am I thinking like this, think positive... I have to think positive. Ignore the negatives and just think positive. That's what I'm going to do, ignore all the hate and negative thoughts and just be positive.
We arrived and all I could do was smile. It was all I expected, people dancing, music blurring, people swimming, and just everything else you could expect at a beach party.
"C'mon lets go find Ashton" Michael stated, getting out of the car and standing by my side as we walked around to find this person called Ashton.
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A/N
I Keep forgetting to update but I promise the other chapter wont be far behind this one.
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