Diary POV
Dear Diary,
It's been a while now since that weekend, an everything is just complicated. I can't explain how complicated it is but I'm going to try.
We got back from our weekend and my mum was curious as usual, but Michael never went to school for that whole week, it was kinda disappointing. It's Friday afternoon and I feel like I've lost everything, yet I know it seems a little rushed and all (probs like The First time the movie featuring Dylan O'Brien.... Omg he is life) but it's complicated to say... complicated to explain the hurt that consume me before, now with Michael, well he was fixing it, somehow I just don't know. But now his causing hurt, I feel like I've become attached and his just pulled away... not even telling me where he went, it honestly hurt. I feel like I have to hide what is overcoming me inside because it just hurts to much. I know I haven't been writing in here for a while but I just feel that I have to consume my emotions then let them out here when I can, which honestly is hardly ever because I'm so busy... especially with school and homework... UGHHH I HATTE SCHOOL right now. Anyway, If you didn't really understand what I've been ranting on about... well basically I'm going through a mental break down, I feel as if everything has consumed me with all this confusion. I just don't know anymore... I feel like Ive fallen for Michael to much.
Yours Sincerely,
Macaela
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Macaela's POV
"I don't know what to do any more" I sighed, "I'm so confused"
"I don't know... maybe just wait a bit, I'm sure he will be back" Jesse argued, reassuring me that everything was going to be ok.
"Yeah... I guess so" I replied, sighing at the thought of not being able to see Michael or even have on contact with him.
"Well lets watch some movie's and eat some food and just get out of this misery state of mind that clearly is overcoming us" She smiled while helping me up.
We set up our comfortable spot with bean bags an pillows with blankets and cushions everywhere. We had a big bowl of popcorn, chips and lollies, we also had chocolates (Which is always necessary) and a big tube of Ice-cream (which also, is VERY NECESSARY).
Our goal of the night was to pull an all nighter watching movies. Which is obviously possible, its not that hard.
First we watched 'If I Stay' for like the thousandth time, yet I still cried. After that we watched 'Boyhood', which almost put us to sleep so we changed to a horror movie because it was clearly needed for us to stay awake. We had a choice between 'The Gallows' or 'The poltergeist', and we chose 'The Gallows' in the end.
The Gallows was pretty weird and scary and the light's kept going off and back on and at the same time the lights turned back on in the movie, Jesse's room lights came on. We paused the movie in panic. We were scared shitless, for what was happening. Jesse got up and turned the light off, which to me was a bad idea. She sat back down and played the movie again.
I tensed my body u in fear, I had my arms wrapped around my legs with my chin embedded in between my knee's. I was so scared but I eventually calmed down.
Not long after, the lights turned back on and I freaked.
"Maybe we should just leave it on" I panicked, with absolute fear taking over.
"Yeah I think so" Jesse replied playing the movie yet again.
It was pretty late at this point and my heart was racing, I lost all interest in the movie and knowing that we were home alone didn't help. Jesse's parents were out. And I was losing my shit.
I hoped that what ever it was had gone but no... I spoke to soon.
The light turned off, this time sparking ultra fear between the two of us.
"Your turn Macaela" Jesse forced, pushing me up in fear.
"No fucking way" I replied, clearly unhappy in her decision.
"Well I did it before, so it's your turn now" Jesse forced yet again.
"Ughh fine but if I die I'm blaming you" I smirked, trying to put a brave face on.
I got up slowly and cautiously, clearly scared of what was happening. I slowly walked over to the door and frantically tried to find the light switch.
"It's right beside the door." Jesse encouraged, clearly noticing that I couldn't find the switch.
"Found it" I yelled, and I switched it on only to find that it wouldn't turn on.
It was at that point I realised the rest of the lights were off in the house. I quickly looked at the TV and noticed it was also off, but how did we not notice.
"I'm gonna go check what's going on" I encouraged, clearly showing a brave face.
"Ok... I'll stay here" Jesse nervously stated while she wrapped herself in a blanket, clearly expressing her fear.
I giggled at her then quickly put my forced brave face back on. I walked down the hall way, feeling my way through so I didn't walk through or into anything.
I slowly crept through the house, trying to find the power switch.
I felt so stupid at this point because I realised the the power box was outside. How could I be so stupid.
I walked down the stairs and started making my way to the door. I heard a noise come from the lounge room, which was where I was.
My nerves hit an all time high and I couldn't even move. Fear started taking over me but I forced it to be adrenaline. I used this to my advantage and kept walking.
I said to myself that I can do this, I will survive nothing will go wrong.
Something moved in my view and pushed on closer to me. I jumped and moved back, causing me to fall over on the small coffee table. All you could see was this large dark shadow moving closer. I rolled off of the table in total pain, trying to get away from whoever was there.
"Please leave me alone, don't hurt me... Please" I pleaded, "Who are you?"
There was then a sudden pressure on-top of me and a slight whisper in my ear and I lost my shit.
