-------Zayn POV-------
It's been a month since that night and I hate to think it but nothing's changed. He has Robyn wrapped round his finger and I can't understand why after everything he did to her. I nearly kissed her and now I regret not taking the chance when I had it. Maybe everything would be different right now if I did but I also didn't want to mess up her head even more after everything she had been through. I've not even seen her or even spoke to her, it's like she's cut me from her life and I don't understand why.
-------End Of Zayn POV-------
-------Robyn's POV-------
I missed Zayn so much but I had no choice but to stay out of his life I've put him in enough danger already. Jason threatened me telling me that if I ever saw or spoke to Zayn again that he'd kill him and I couldn't live with that I'd do anything to ensure he wasn't in harm's way. I just wish I wasn't so dumb and left Jason along time ago.
-------End Of Robyn POV-------
She stared put her bedroom window just hoping to catch a glimpse of her best friend missing him much more than she thought. Jason creeped behind her startling her from her thoughts.
"Who you looking for?" He asked. How did he know she was looking for someone.
"Nothing, just looking." She replied sadly.
"If your looking for Zayn I just saw him down the street with a blonde girl. Must be his new girlfriend." He spoke out harshly like he was intending to upset her. Robyn felt tears piercing her eyes hoping it wasn't true. "She was well fit." He spat leaving her stood in tears wishing she was this supposed girlfriend. Unknown to Robyn Jase made it all up just to make her stay away messing with her head and feelings. She watched Jade leave the house from her window and watched him walk down the street. She had to see Zayn immediately.
-------Robyn's POV-------
Next thing I knew I was out side Zayns house, waiting patiently for him to answer the door. As soon as I saw him open the door we both instantly smiled at eachother. He invited me to his bedroom so we could talk privately. I sat on his bed and he followed taking a seat next to me. I sat in silence not knowing what to say to him. I felt guilty I hadn't talked to him since that night considering he put his life at risk to help me.
-------End of Robyn POV-------
-------Zayn POV-------
I was so happy to see her, I was so worried. She still didn't seem like the Robyn I knew and loved but I knew why she was the way she is. I needed to talk to her so I ushered her to my room and we sat in silence so I decided to break it.
"How can you stay with him?" My voice was filled with disgust and I didn't mean to say it that way but it just slipped out. "Sorry." I muttered out quickly.
"I don't know Zayn...I just... I don't know. He tells me he loves me and I then I always take him back. Every single time. "
"You deserve better." Again saying something I shouldn't but I couldn't help myself. I could feel all the anger bubbling up inside of me. She laughed at my words. "You deserve someone who isn't going to hurt you, someone who will protect you." Someone like me. I stopped myself from saying the last part. Everything I said needed to be said telling her I should be that someone could just push her away. "Someone who will love you." I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she was. Red blood shot eyes filled with tears and no make up and she was still the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. I tore my eyes away from her feeling my heart break knowing she'll never be mine. I thought of everything we could be and how much I loved her and she'd never know. I felt a pain in my chest and tears filled my eyes. I turned away, th last thing I wanted was her to see me cry. Hot tears of anger fell down my cheeks as I thought of how much he's hurt her and she'd never know how much I could love her if she let me. "You should break up with him and find someone who appreciates a good thing. A laugh filled the air she obviously didn't believe she deserved someone better.
"No one better would ever want me Zayn. I'm a mess and everyone knows it. I don't deserve better." She sighed her voice sounded heart breaking.
"That's total bullshit Robyn and you know it." I grabbed her hands in mine holding them tightly. "You deserve the best of the best."
"Someone like who Zayn?" Tears spilled down her cheeks.
"Someone like me." I whispered. We stared at eachother in silence and I knew instantly I shouldn't of said that. I couldn't mess with her head I'd just confuse her further. " You should go home and think about what I said. Trust me Robyn you don't deserve this." I said softly. I gestured to the door and watched her leave hanging my head in disbelief at myself.
