Chapter 9 Accept the Love You Know

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CHAPTER 9

"What the fuck was that?" Jason growled leaning against the kitchen counter glaring at Robyn.

"Not what it might of looked like." Robyn expressed. She stood next to the kitchen door scared to move. Robyn had never seen Jason this angry before. This would be their first fight as a couple and Robyn was not looking forward to dealing with an angry Jason.

"Well to me it looked pretty wrong."

"We were playing Jason, he's my best friend!"

"So you can straddle your best friend and let him tiggle you but not your own boyfriend?" His voice was slowly getting louder and louder. Robyn didn't know what to say at this point she didn't understand why he was so angry.

-------Robyn's POV--------

In the short time I've been dating Jason I had never seen him so mad at me. Ever. He's always been so sweet and caring. The way he was talking to me did scare me, he made me feel so small. I didn't know how to explain what happened with Zayn because with us that was normal but to others could be seen in a different perspective. Maybe it was inappropriate for me and Zayn to act that way but that doesn't give Jason the excuse to speak to me this way.

-------End of Robyn POV-------

"Is there something going on between you and Zayn?" He snapped.

"No, I swear." She replied immediately scared of getting him even angrier.

"Do you have feelings for him?" He questioned.

"He's my best friend." She stated simply. Not wanting to deny or accept if she had any feelings.

"Does he have feelings for you?" He slowly started making his way across the kitchen and stood directly in front of Robyn.

"Not that I'm aware of." She breathed out shaking intimidated by him overpowering her.

"Your cheating on me with him aren't you? That's why you won't sleep with me isn't it!" He grabbed her chin in his hand so she couldn't look away.

"No." Her body trembled under his firm grasp.

"Wouldn't know why he'd want to go any where near you!" He spat looking at her face inspecting her like she was disgusting. "Don't know why anyone would want you." He shouted out harshly. Tears were welling up in Robyn's eyes and his grip on her face getting tighter.

"Let go of me, I hate you!" Robyn cried out. He put his hands round her throat choking her. With her free hand she slapped him across the face shocked at her own actions she gasped out.

"You shouldn't of done that you stupid bitch!" He barked throwing her against the door and holding her arms so tightly she started to cry. She was sure it was going to leave bruises.

"Please just let go of me." Robyn begged and his grip tightened.

"Only if you fucking stop flirting with that dick you call a best friend." He warned.

"Okay okay I'll stop, please." He let go and she fell to the floor in tears.

He looked down at her crying and knelt in front of her putting his hand on her head stroking her hair.

"I'm sorry Robyn but seeing you with him made me so angry. You shouldn't of done that look what you made me do." He spoke calmly.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you angry." She sobbed and he continued to pat her hair.

"I just don't like to share you especially with him." He stated. He got up and leant against the counter.

"Even if you were flirting with him He definitely wasn't flirting back. All you'll ever be to him is his best mate maybe like a sister. But nothing more. At least I actually want you." He said harshly. And with that he left her Sat on the kitchen floor to cry and question herself.

-------Robyn's POV-------

He's right. Why would Zayn ever want me? Why would anyone? At least Jason wants me. I guess? I don't understand what's happened Jason was so nice and now he's completely changed. I suppose he's the best I'm going to get. The best I deserve. It's true when they say you accept the love you know.

-------End of Robyn POV-------

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