Chapter 19 Distractions

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-------Robyns POV-------

Me and Zayn have been dating 3 months now and everything is perfect. I've never been so happy in my entire life. Having my own place was a bonus because we basically would never leave my house. Zayn practically lived with me he even had his own key. Zayn has been amazing, the best boyfriend I could possibly wish for. The only thing i'm worried about is the fact we haven't had sex yet. To other people I was a 17 year old virgin but to Zayn it meant everything, he was over the moon that I hadn't given myself to anyone else. Zayn being the caring and kind hearted guy he is has never pressured me once.

I thought i'd invite Zayn round to my place and I decided I was going to tease him. I wore some tight latex shorts that hugged my curves and ass cheeks perfectly and a sports bra. I put on some upbeat music and started doing some stretches and that's when I heard the front door open. I carried on knowing Zayn's eyes were on me. I bent over purposely and heard Zayn inhale a deep breath. I looked up at him to see his bottom lip in-between his teeth.

     "what you doing?" his voice was low and raspy. Clearly turned on by the tent forming in his sweats.

     "oh, nothing really." I said as innocently as I could batting my eyelashes. He walked over to me so we were inches apart, he was still glaring at my body his lip still wedged in-between his teeth. "Zayn" I whispered. "I'm ready baby." He look up into my eyes clearly excited but then in seconds starts shaking his head like he was trying to remove the thought.

     "No. No Robyn not until your 18." he stated. His voice demanding but somehow it was like he was trying to convince himself.

     "Its months away Zayn, whats the difference? Just Please!" I whined frustrated flinging my arms in the air to make my words more dramatic, I just wanted him so badly.

     "Baby." He laughed at my frustration. "Please just another few months and if your still ready then i'll make love to you. If that's what you want." He kissed the tip of my nose. I could tell he wanted me by the look in his eye and mini zayn making an appearance but I knew how much this meant to him for me to be 18 when it happened. He led me to the sofa and we watched TV and I snuggled up to him.

     "When should we tell our parents about us?" I asked curiously. I didn't really enjoy keeping secrets from my mother it felt wrong.

     "Well if we tell they wont allow me to sleep over at your house anymore." He replied playfully obviously knowing that Kris my mother wouldn't be happy at all that Zayn was sneaking into my house at nights.

     "Very true, they wouldn't trust you around me." I joked winking at him.

      "What you trying to say?" He gasped whilst his eyes popped out his head.

     "Well you've had your share of girlfriends Zayn." I laughed out.

     "They weren't girlfriends." Zayn said sternly becoming serious very quickly.

     "Well... what were they then?" I asked sheepishly worried Zayn might think I'm being too nosey.

     "Distractions." He breathed out.

     "How many girls have you slept with?" I blurted out. Instantly regretting asking when I saw his face.

     "You don't need to know that Robyn." He snapped.

     "Just a question." I flew my hands in the air to show my surrender. He laughed at my gesture and then rubbed his thumb on my hand.

     "Seriously though Robyn I didn't count." He laughed.

     "I was just wondering, I just wanted to know I guess." I answered honestly.

    "But back to telling about us I think we obviously tell them eventually but right now I enjoy sneaking around and having you as my very own secret."

     "Hmmmm I like that too." I brushed my nose against his sending shiver down both of our spines.

-------End Of Robyns POV-------

-------Zayns POV-------

Robyn was such a tease, she knew what she was doing to me but I had to control myself. I made a promise to myself for Robyns sake i'd wait until she was 18 until we went all the way. Its a big part of her and she has to be sure and I don't want her to regret anything. I am so honoured she wants me to be the man who takes her virginity shes such a beautiful person inside and out and it makes me love her more that she trusts me enough. I did want her so badly but I have a promise to keep.

Honestly I think our mothers will be over the moon when they find out were dating they sometimes joke around saying me & robyn will marry eachother when were 30. I like having our relationship a secret for now, it means theres no pressure, no judgements and its just our business.

I would never tell Robyn how many people I'd slept with because I honestly don't know. Whenever Robyn was stuck in my head I'd find a distraction but even then it wouldn't work. If I told her the number she might freak herself out thinking im too experienced and I don't want her to feel embarrassed or uncomfortable around me.

I just cant wait till my babygirl is 18.

-------End Of Zayns POV-------

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