Always Keep Fighting

Read When You Want To Harm Yourself

Take a deep breath. I am here, even though you can not feel me. I know all you need right now is for someone to hold you, squeeze the broken pieces back together; but sadly I am here, not there. But listen to my words, hear what I am saying. I am trying to help you. I don't want you to do whatever you are trying to do to yourself. Mutilation may feel better temporarily, but in the end all it is, is an addiction. I know it's hard. I know you just want the pain or sorrow to go away. I know exactly how you feel. You want control. Let me help you, I beg of you! Listen to me, listen right now. I know you won't believe me, but you don't deserve the curve balls life keeps hitting you with. You don't deserve to feel so bad about yourself or bad about what's happening or not feel at all, not to the point that you want to hurt yourself. Please, don't do it. I care about you, even if we haven't met. I am begging you right now, in this moment. Whatever time you are reading this, wherever you are, I don't care what you think you should hurt yourself for. Do not do it. 

Cut up the back of your dresser, or rip your old school work to shreds. Set a paper on fire and drop it in the toilet, break your old dolls that you want to look like. Break them into a thousand pieces. Draw a picture, write a poem, read a story, watch some television, listen to music, do something that isn't harming yourself; please! Do anything and everything to distract you. Call a friend, or write in a journal. Go sit in the living room, where you can not do anything. If you don't want to "bother" people, then make a fort in your room. Hide under your bed with a blanket and music, or hide anywhere you can fit. Just do not hurt yourself. 

Someone cares about you. I know that you don't believe me, but think about it; really think about it. Do you have one friend? One teacher? One family member? One person who would be even just the least bit affected if they knew what you were about to do to yourself. Forget about all those people who don't like you, or who told you that you don't matter. I have never heard of a human who was unimportant. If you feel like no one would care, then you are wrong. I care, I don't even know you. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I know you might not want anyone to know what's happening right now, and if you can't trust anyone around you there are helplines and stuff. I know most of you want to remain anonymous.  

Watch This: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5vuZW488DA  (B-Mike Baby Don't Cut Lyrics)

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