Random Ninjago One-shots

Jole// Insecurities

I'm writing this because I am bruiseshipping trash. Also trigger warning. Self-harm and sadness-NinjaofMagic

No one's P.O.V

"I- I can't believe she left me!" Jay wailed.

"You'll get through this." Kai tried to assure him.

"No! I don't want to get through this!" Jay screamed tears streaming down his face.

"Jay, calm down. It'll all be okay." Kai said softly.

"Sure, power of positive thinking." Jay said un-enthusiastically.

"That's the spirit. Why don't you go sleep on it."

Jay sniffed and got off the floor slowly, then walked to his room.

Magical Time Skips

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Jay's P.O.V.

I had waited until everyone else had gone to sleep before I left the room. I wasn't in the mood to be questioned or talked to. I just wanted to be alone, which meant waiting until about 1 am because Lloyd was usually not asleep until 12:30.
I went to the bathroom and say on the floor with my face buried in a towel, and cried.
Nya was my everything and then she just up and left. We were supposed to be together.
I almost lost faith in that dream when she started to lean towards Cole. But after Cole had backed off Nya I thought we had a chance. But then Ronin showed up with his "sweetheart" thing. She stopped talking to me and it broke my heart. After Ronin left the picture and Nya was now starting to talk to me again I tought we could try again.
She was my oxygen in the morning, and now that she left me I can't breathe.

I began to cry harder and then I screamed out because the pain in my heart felt way too real. I stood up and stared at my reflection.

I didn't look that badly did I? Besides the billion freckles that covered my face nothing was too annoying.
At least that's what Cole said. That was a whole other problem. I felt an attraction to Cole and that was an issue. My parents were accepting but I wasn't sure he felt that way about me.
Most people didn't know how insecure I was about myself. I like to keep it that way, but sometimes it hurt that I couldn't cry on someone else's shoulder when I felt bad.

I punched the mirror and watched as it shattered then fell apart. There was some blood on my I knuckles, but I didn't care. No one would ever love me. No one would ever understand. And no one would ever care. If I couldn't love myself then who else would.
I started to cry again this time harder than the last. Through my tears I stared at my hands as my knuckles bled.
It was such an interesting color, a perfect distraction for someone as sad an broken as me.

I pulled my sleeves up and saw the scars again. Lines upon lines of them all along my wrist to my shoulders.

I remember when I stopped cutting. Nya and I had just started dating and the team was still pulling itself together.

Another wave of sadness closed in on me and I felt like the lit bathroom was becoming a dark cage.
I suddenly had a dark thought, and before I could stop it I had grabbed a piece of shattered glass and held it to my wrist.

I had promised myself never to do this again, even when Cole had basically stolen my girlfriend then I started to feel attraced to him. I didn't cut then. But this moment was one I couldn't stop.

I closed my eyes and drew the blade over my wrist. It hurt at first a sharp pain and that was good. I finally had control over at least one thing in my life. The feeling of release was also there and I couldn't stop myself. I made another incision, then another. The third want pretty deep and I bled a little more than expected but, nobody cared enough to notice so why should I.

I was about to do it again when the door opened suddenly.

I froze it my spot as I saw the shocked face of Cole staring down at the mess I had created.

"Jay?" he said quietly.

I looked into his eyes and I saw my reflection. All I saw was a small ginger haired, freak with a blade and tearstreaked face.

"I can explain!" I tried to say pulling my sleeves down.

Cole started to cry and now I felt bad. I tossed the piece of glass somewhere behind me trying to fix the situation. But what had been seen still remains.

"Cole? Don't give me that look." I said trying to shrug it off, but it was too late.

"What are you doing?"

"I-I-ummm. I'm sorry." I said then completely broke down all over again. The tears kept flooding through and I couldn't stop them. How was I supposed to protect the people of Ninjago when, I couldn't even protect myself. And now Cole knew everything.

Of all the people to walk in Cole was on of the worst possible choices for this moment.

Then he did something completely unexpected and he hugged me.
"I accept you." he whispered in my ear.
I sniffled on his shoulder them buried my face into his chest.

"How? I'm not important or likeable."

"Because..." he trailed off then lifted his shirt as I tried not to blush. The. He pulled his pants down maybe an inch(i swear they are not stripping XD)this is so fucking sexual sorry) "People like us have to stick together." he said softly. And I saw the scars on him too. There were maybe 11 and the were all along his hips.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know." I said

"I didn't know about you either." he said then smiled.

"I guess now we can connect."

"What?"

"Forgive me Jay."

I was about to say something else but he kissed me before I even choked out a sylabol.

And there my beautiful children's is how you give a good story a shit ending. Plz no hate comments, but comments are welcome. Requests are open too!!!!!.