Broken

Chapter Twelve

(A/N: This is Lilly's dream. Enjoy!)
*Lilly's P.O.V*
I was at home in my room. I could hear my mothers latest activities through the thin wall. I cringed when I heard another moan, and jammed my earbuds into my ear. I continued working on my homework with Marilyn Manson blaring into my eardrums. I tapped my pencil to the beat while hummed the familiar tune. I drifting off into my own reality when the door slammed open snapping me back. The man who my mom brought home stood there high and drunk. He looked around confused then realization hit him. "What the hell?" My mom stood behind him looking at me furiously. He turned around and slapped my mother. I got up and ran over to help her. "Dumb whore lied to me." My mom was holding her cheek while he went got his stuff and left, slamming the door behind him. My mom pushed me away and started hitting me. "You stupid bastard. I told you to lock the goddamn door. Do you listen? Of course not. Now what are we supposed to do for money. You unappreciative little bitch." I could feel the tears flowing down my face. I curled up into a ball as the abuse continued. After awhile she started to tire so she got gave me one last dirty look then went to her room. I uncurled myself and walked quietly to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I got into the tub and quietly closed the curtain. I cried harder until I heard a small tap on the door. I got up and opened it a crack. I saw the speck of blonde and new it was my friend Jack. I let him in and closed the door again. He wrapped me into a tight hug. "I saw everything." I sobbed into his jacket. I could smell the liquor on him but took no notice of it. He was usually drunk, or almost drunk when he visited me. I went to release him from the hug, but he refused to let go. I pushed him, but he held me tighter. "You shouldn't be alone with her. She's a slut and you don't need that in your life." I looked up at him in fear. "Jack, let me go." He looked at me, "No." I tried pushing him harder, "Let me go!" He pulled me closer and smashed his lips to mine. His tongue penetrated my mouth and I could feel his roaming hands all over my body. He shoved me against the door. I closed my eyes shut and held my breathe. I felt my jeans slipping off and then my underwear after. I kept my eyes closed as he had his way with me. When he came I dropped to the floor and sat there in a ball. Jack stepped over me and left me lying on the floor. I stayed there until my mother came into the bathroom the next morning and found me. She started yelling until my cousin pushed her off and helped me dressed and took me away from that place. I cried all the way to her house and refused to leave my room for days. The day I started cutting. The day I started my suicidal tendency's. The day my life changed. My worst nightmare.
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I sat up in bed drenched in sweat. Dae was lying next to me snoring softly. A small shiver ran down my spine. I had that nightmare every single night. I could not sleep because of that day. I felt dirty all of a sudden. I slipped out of bed quietly and went into the bathroom. I got into the shower and turned on the water. I stood there and allowed the warm water to cover my body. I slid down onto the floor and started to cry. I was unaware of the fact that Dae had woken up and shuffled into the bathroom to use the toilet. He stopped when he heard the sobbing. He pulled back the curtain and looked down at me. He got into the shower and sat right behind me. He hugged me tightly to his chest and started singing softly into my ear. We sat like that until he made the move to turn off the water. He stood and grabbed a towel for me and him. He wrapped me in the towel and carried me bridal style back into his bedroom. He handed me the shirt and pants that were in the corner. I slipped them on while he slipped on his sweatpants. We crawled back into bed and he wrapped me into his arms tightly. He kissed me on my forehead and I felt him instantly fall back asleep. His snoring was a nice comfort to me. I laid there and stared at the wall next to me. I didn't want to go back to sleep, but I lost that battle. I fell asleep once again, but this time my nightmare didn't play in my mind. This time it was just a blank space. I wish that this would happen all the time, but of course I am unlucky. I laid there in peace until the lights of the day shone onto my eyelids. This was peace for me. I didn't want this to ever end, but of course fate had different plans in mind.
(A/N: I hope you guys liked this chapter!)