Broken

Chapter Eighteen

*Daesung's P.O.V*
I sat in the dorm staring at the blank television screen. My leg was twitching as I waited for Sammy to come. I looked at my watch, she should be hear any second now. The door opened and everyone walked in and gathered in the living room. Sammy sat down next to me and kept her eyes trained on her hands. "Alright. Spit it out. Tell us everything," said Taeyang. Sammy let out a small sigh and began telling the story.
Flashback (Sammy's P.O.V)
Lily and I were close. We weren't just cousins we were practically sisters. I was always at her house. We told each other everything. I remember the day I was signed with my record label. It broke my heart, but she encouraged me to go. I left for practically a year. I didn't know about the things her mother did to her, I never knew about Jack, I had no idea about the depression she went through. When I came home I found her in the bathroom practically naked. Her mother slapped her right in front of me. I guess that's when my anger started coming out. I grabbed her and brought her to the apartments we were staying in at the time. I cleaned her up while she told me what happened. She told me about the abuse, she told me about Jack raping her. She locked herself in my room for days. She started contemplating her life and her choices. The first time I found her she had nearly overdosed on prescription medication. The next time she was trying to hang herself. The thoughts were locked into her mind. She told me she felt dirty. That she felt unclean. What was I supposed to say. I have never been through anything like that before. One day, this was before I left on my recent tour, I sat her down and told her a story my mother use to tell me all the time. I told her about how the sun would shine on a person and how their shadow determined who they were. If your shadow was tall you were confident. If it was small you were small in comparison. I took her outside onto the sidewalk and showed her the shadow on the ground. It was tall. I told her to stand up tall and to walk ahead of your shadow. I brought her to New York so she could get away from LA. I got her an apartment and sent her money when she needed it. She would only talk to me on the phone. She would never Skype. I didn't hear about her latest attempt until her mother called me. I thought it was best for her to come here with me, but I guess Jack kept tabs on me and followed.
*Daesung's P.O.V*
I sat there with my eyes closed and my head in my hands. I can't believe she never told me this. I loved her. She didn't trust me enough to tell me. I felt ashamed. I could feel rage boiling inside me. Rage for Jack, rage for myself, rage for Sammy, but there was a tiny hint of rage towards Lilly. She should have trusted me. I thought she loved me, but I guess I was wrong. I looked up to find everyone staring at nothing quietly. I stood up. "Where are you going Dae," asked Seungri. I looked down at him. "I'm going to find her." GD stood up awkwardly and walked towards me. He kept his eyes on the ground while he spoke. "Dae, I'm sorry I was being an ass. If you want I would like to come with you to help you find her." I looked at him in shock. I grabbed him and brought him in for a hug. He hugged me back. "We will find her Dae." I released him and looked at everyone else. They all nodded toward me. I knew in times of trouble my family would help me. "Thanks guys. I really appreciate it."
(A/N: Sorry for the sad chapter. I am also sorry if this offended anyone. That was never my intention.)