My Life

Mental hospital

~A/N this is the longest chapter of this so far! ~

So my mom found my suicide note from last october with my note i typed 2 days ago on my laptop as well. So she came to my school and talked to my guidence counselor so now she knows about my condition and i think she is going to talk with me on monday. I am now sitting in the lobby of a mental hospital after being evaluated by one of the counselors here and my mom is talking to some sort of therapist i believe. I know they will ask about my ankle and i will tell more of the story than i did with my mom.i ended up staying in the crisis center for the minimum time which is 3 days. While i was in there i realized that i am wanted and needed and that im not the only person that feels that way. I was put on anti-depressants and they really seem to work and help , a lot.i wasnt the worst story there, a couple of the other girls actually tried to overdose and just ended up in a hospital. While I was in there i learned that i am actually bi but just didnt know it yet.Since i got out i have only cut once and that was about 3 days ago (5/15/13) and that was because i am a horrible friend but i guess im not cause the person got over themselves . My friend Sierra( name has been changed for identity sake) has been cutting and thinking about killing herself lately and i am going to talk to my guidence counselor about it on monday because i would prefer not to lose a friend just because they are getting bullied by the same people that i was being bullied by.