My Life

Days pass by....

As the days go on i realise more and more that there really isnt anything i can do in life , right now i have no purpose, some would say that im a misguided ghost ,just traveling in circles not knowing where im going in life or what im going to do with myself. the people i once thought of as friends just leave im not sure if its because i push people away cause im afraid im going to get hurt or is its just because im mean to everybody . my mind keeps telling me its not your fault its theirs , you didnt do anything wrong you never do anything ; now im starting to fight with myself saying yes i actually did do something wrong , i was a bitch to them because im just depressed and i guess watching other people be upset made me forget about my sadness.