My Autumn in the rain

Prologue

December, 2013

I really hate it when it rains --- the slippery road, the wet and cold feeling, the deafening rain drops that falls off to the roof... everything.

Everything.

Except the recollection of HIM.

It's been six years since we've been apart. Still, I don't know if I'm going to move on or to hold on.

Don't get me wrong, I've tried to move on. But love's too complicated. 

He is still in my mind and my heart is occupied by no one but him.

Now, I'm reminiscing every second that we have shared everytime it rains.

Dark clouds suggest me of his gray eyes.

Those rain drops that is as noisy as him and that cold feeling remind me of his character.

I love these things yet, hate it at the same time. I love and hate him --- the man whom I wanted to be with forever.

He is DREW AUTUMN SORIANO.

Our story has three parts --- the beginning, the middle and the end.

Yeah, we never had our happily ever after.

However, I'm still holding on, even if we're lifetimes apart.

All this time, I can only see him in my memory.

I can only be with him in my dreams.

And I can only feel him through the necklace that he gave me before I left.

Could I be so wrong of letting go yet, never moved on?

Here's the story of mine.