A gangster's love story

Chapter 18-20

Chapter 18

(Special Chapter : Xianna’s feelings.. maikli lang po ang chap na ‘to, but then nandito nakapaloob ang saloobin ni Xianna. In this chapter. share with her Pain and her greaaaaattt Love for him..  )

Now playing: “Lego House: Boyce avenue version (pakiclick again sa video sa gilid)”

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I'm gonna pick up the pieces,And build a Lego house

If things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,

There's one thing on my mind.  It's all for you

Nasasaktan ako, dahil sinasabi nyang importante ako pero pagdating kay Cherry parang iba. At ang hindi ko maintindihan is kung bakit hindi nya maiwan.iwan yun? Ano bang meron sa kanya? na wala ako?. O, ano bang meron sa kanya, na nakakayanan ni Cloud na nakikitang miserable ako, basta ba’t makasama nya lang yung Cherry na yun.

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm

If you're broken I will mend you and

I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on

now..

Di malabong isipin ko, na pinaglalaruan lang nya ang damdamin ko.

Mabilis lang ang takbo ng panahon as they say. Pero habang bumibilis ang takbo ng panahon, bumabagal ang tibok ng puso ko..

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done

 I think I love you better now

Sa loob ng panahon na yun siguro masasabi ng iba na marami ng nagbago..

Pero bakit parang hindi ako naniniwala?

Kasi hanggang ngayon wala paring nagbago sa feelings ko para sa kanya. I still love him…

and mas minamahal ko siya..

kahit na ni hindi nga siya nag-eexert ng effort. Siguro masasabi na ng iba na sapat na dahilan na yun o ebidensya na he doesn’t care and he doesn’t love me.

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind

I'll do it all for you in time

And out of all these things I've done

I think I love you better now

Siguro… kung magpapakalohikal ako masasabi kong ..tama na.. give up na.. masyado ng obvious eh..

Pero why is it that there’s a part of me saying na may malaki syang rason kung bakit niya ginagawa sakin to?

Why is it that my heart believes that he loves me?

Why is it na nagtitiwala ako and ang laki ng tiwala ko sa kanya?

I'm gonna paint you by numbers

And colour you in

If things go right we can frame it

and put you on a wall