Matthew's pov:
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"You're fucking worthless Matthew!You're lucky you have me."Carter shouts
I whimper and curl in on myself.
He always does this,I told JJ and he said I need to leave him but I love him and he can be nice.
"I'm sorry."I whimper
He was yelling at me because he walked in on me packing my bags so I could have a week to myself
"Don't you ever fucking dare try to walk out on me again."He shouts
I just sit there
"You worthless piece of shit I know you hear me."He shouts kicking me in the stomach
I groan
"Yes I hear you."I whimper out in pain
"Good.Now you know I love you Matt but you're so fucking stupid and you need to be reminded that you're lucky to have me."Carter says
"Okay."I mutter
"Okay now get yourself together we're going to dinner with the guys."He says
I get up and walk toward the bathroom
"And don't cut your wrist freak."Carter calls
I ignore him and slip into the restroom
I start stripping off my clothing and struggle to look in the mirror
I can clearly see my ribs and my collar bones but it's not skinny enough.
It'll only be skinny enough once Carter thinks so.
I let out a shaky breath as I see all the small red lines littering my arms and thighs.
All my fans don't notice that I'm sad they only care if they get a picture with me.
I step into the shower and let the scorching water hit my back.
"Hurry up!"Carter shouts groaning afterwards
I quickly finish and I start getting dressed I hear a series of groans from outside the door.
Probably Carter groaning about being late again
I step out in my suit and I see Carter leaning against the wall with some girl on her knee's sucking his dick.
"C-Carter?"I ask with tears welling in my eyes
"Baby if you could actually suck a dick right I wouldn't have to do this to you."He says moaning
"I'm so fucking sorry."I shout rushing out and climbing into my car
I drive to the place where all the guys are and I see fans around
"Matt can I have a picture?"Some girl shouts yanking me back
"I'm sorry but not right now."I say faking a smile
"You're so fucking stupid and worthless."She groans as I rush into the restaurant
"Hey."Everyone says
"Hi."I mumble
"Where's Carter?"Cameron asks
I gulp
"Last I saw he was leaning against our bedroom wall with some girl sucking his dick."I say sitting down with tears welling in my eyes
Everyone's jaws fall open and I bite my lip to stop myself from saying anything else
"Matt is there something else you're not telling us?"Cameron asks softly
I shake my head no but a tear falls down my face saying the true answer
"What else has he done?"Jack G asks
"H-he hits me."I say
"That fucker."Shawn says
"And he always calls me worthless and he always forces me to have sex with him and he always cheats on me and he lets people have sex with me for weed."I say with tears rushing down my face
"Watch when he gets here."Cameron says
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About 20 minutes later Carter shows up very under dressed,He was wearing some white jeans and a black shirt.
"Wassup"He says sitting next to me but squeezing my thigh very hard under the table
"Hi Carter."Cameron says coldly
Carter turns to me and whispers in my ear
"What the fuck did you tell them you little shit?I'll fucking give you punishment tonight."
"Carter you're fucking sick."Jack G says
"Nah man not anymore I got over my cold like a week ago."Carter says
"No I mean we know what you do to Matt you dumbass."Cameron spits
"I told you one thing and that was to keep your fucking mouth shut."Carter groans pinching my arm so hard the skin tears
I let out a Yelp with tears welling my eyes
"Dude stop fucking hurting him."Shawn shouts standing up causing everyone to look at him
"What's it to you mendes?"Carter asks glaring at him
"You don't understand how fucking terrible you're making him feel.You don't understand the physical and emotional pain you're putting him through Carter."Shawn says trying to remain calm
"It's okay he's worthless he deserves it."Carter laughs
And as soon as that comes out of his mouth shawn jumps at him swinging at him so many times I can't even count
"Shawn!"Taylor shouts,"Don't get hurt!"
"One."Shawn says punching Carter
"Thing."He says punching him again
"No one."Again.
"Knows."Again
"About."Again.
"Me."Again but this Time harder
"Is that I'm fucking bi polar you fucking piece of shit."Shawn shouts punching him in the nose and all we hear is a crack
Shawn gets up breathing heavily and shutting his eyes before pulling a pill out of his pants pocket and swallowing it with some water
"Sorry.I didn't think i'd need to take it."Shawn says talking about his bi polar medicine
"Shawn I swore I put them by your drink why didn't you take them?"Taylor scolds
"God I don't know okay?"Shawn says beginning to get aggravated
"Is no one gonna help me?"Carter asks
"No I don't know why I let you put me through so much pain for so fucking long but I'm done with it.Im done with you.I want nothing to do with you,Your stuff will be out of my house and on the curb my 3:00pm tomorrow.You can have all the stupid ass gifts you bought me back because I don't even want to remember you."I shout as I get up wiping my tears and walking out
I bump into a figure and I quickly look up
"I'm so sorry."The person says
Wow he was hot.
"No it's my fault I wasn't looking where I was going."I say
"My names Jacob and yours?"He asks
"Matthew."I smile
"Well Matthew you seem like a nice guy,I'll see you around yeah?"He asks
"Yeah."I say
YOU ARE READING
Magcon boyxboy oneshots
Casualethis is a book of magcon boyxboy one shots obviously,uh I do random ones sometimes but I would like request,if there's a ship that you liked and I haven't posted it don't be scared to comment it or message me :) ( i wrote this one shot book in like...
