The Truth

Chapter 2 - My New Dream (ish)

Hey Guys! I don't have that many readers anyway but really sorry I haven't updated recently. I have had NO ideas lately. No inspiration. Nada. Nope. Well, I'm gonna try my best.
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LOOOONG ONE (ish) BECAUSE I HAVEN'T UPDATED FOREVER (and even thought barely anyone reads anyway)
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-Jessica POV-
I ran to the room, all happy and jittery about my announcement. My boyfriend, Tyler Kwon, helped me with my idea. Everyone knows I'm into fashion, and are excited to see what I wear, so I guessed it would be nice to......
"Tyler and I are thinking about making a fashion industry," I announced happily to the other girls and our manager oppas,"Are you guys fine with it?" All the girls got up and announced that they were proud, hugging me and congratulating me, telling me to go for it. The manager oppas said it's fine, as long as I still try hard with out performances and everything else. I squealed, all of the members agreeing to go out and celebrate. I told them we would start in 2015. The Manager Oppas told us to go rest up and be ready for tomorrow. We were going to start working hard for our comeback single.

A little over two month later~

We planned out a lot, and I was at doing homework for fashion school, and I was so tired. I was all caught up with all of it. We were working on our next single, "Catch Me If You Can." We were working out butts off. Well, not really but maybe I was, since I had a LOOOOT on my plate. I tried my best, and I think I did good. Tyler and I have got a lot done, and accomplished a lot, so why not release our company, Blanc and Eclare, out a little earlier than usual? So instead of opening in 2015, we opened our new fashion industry in 2014. The girls seemed fine and the Manager Oppas didn't look unpleased. The girls were very proud.

A few days later~

The Manager Oppas told me to come to their office so we can talk. I was just finishing up some papers and a little more homework for school and left. When I walked into the office, I saw all of the girls and our manager Oppas sitting. They all had smiling faces on, all except for Sunny and our Manager Oppas, who had neutral faces. Strange. Our little energy pill isn't out little energy pill today. I wonder why...
I could see Sunny's and Yoona's eyes, since they were sitting across where I came in from through the door. Yoona was smiling, but sadness was in her eyes. Sunny also had sadness in her eyes, and looked away while scratching at an itch, I presume, on her her arm. The other girls were either still smiling at me or already started talking about stuff among eachother about upcoming comeback single. I went to sit down at an empty seat between Taeyeon and Yuri. I greeted them with smile, and they returned it, but Taeyeon trying hard to do an eyesmile so her eyes won't show through. Yuri's eyes also showed sadness. I don't know what's going on and why I haven't heard anything.
"Jessica. We, the girls and I, have talked about you are your sudden new interest in the fashion industry." Manager Oppa said loudly, interrupting my thoughts and making me jump at the sudden loud sound.
"New interest? i have always been interested in fashion," I replied, glancing at the girls who were just looking at Manager Oppa,"And what do you mean by talking about my sudden interest in fashion?"
"You have been so into your works in doing your fashion company that you are so busy, and you don't seem to be doing your best." He answered without any uncertainties. Sunny looked up, and I could tell she was uncomfortable. Taeyeon's side of her face turned a little pinker.
"I have been trying my best to dance and sing well for this comeback! I know I am busy a lot more because of school, but I still try my best to make time to practice and film and get ready!" I talked a TAD louder than regularly
"You may do that, but you released your industry a year earlier than you told us you would. We have all decided this: either stop your business or leave SNSD."
I felt something inside me. I felt something break. I don't know. It was either sadness or anger or both. My sisters, SEVEN YEARS with them, have turned their back on me, betrayed me, backstabbed me. They are making me choose.
"I have already signed a contract with my partner! I can't just end it! We just started! You shouldn't make me choose over this!" I heard my voice crack a little, yelling at him.
"Well I think you have made your point. You have chosen fashion." Manager Oppa said fashion in a way that he spit when he said it.
"Fine then," I pushed my chair back, getting up to leave,"Take care, all pf you." I walked out, on the brim of tears. I sped-walked away from the room, breaking down into tears, and called Krystal. She was speechless. I asked if I could come to her dorm. She let me. I updated on weibo that I have been kicked out of Girls' Generation.
I collected some of my things from the dance studio and started to go outside and leave the building. Sprinting out, with paparazzi and fans around me, talking pictures, I covered my face and ran. I ran and ran and ran like I have never run before. I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. My thoughts were racing all over my head, "Why?" "Why me?" "Why did the girls agree?" "Why am I kicked out?" "Why did this happen?" "How?" "How did this happen?" "How am I going to deal with this?" "How am I going to do without my sisters?" "How are the SONES going to react?" "What is happening?" "How is this happening?" "Did the girls even agree?" "Did the manager oppas force them?" "Did the girls agree?" "Did I make the right choice?"
It all made me dizzy. I had to stop somewhere, otherwise I would faint. I ran for a good twenty-some minutes. I was slowing down, my thoughts of the situation before slowly disappearing and turning into thoughts of feeling tired. I heard a honk and jumped. I turned around to see Krystal in a car with Amber. I ran to the car, opening the door and getting inside. Amber was driving and seemed much quieter than usual, Krystal in the back with me, hugging me while I was bawling my eyes out. All the thoughts came back, except even more about the betrayal. I don't know what to do.....

To be Continued~