Songs for the chapter;
Prisoner (feat. Lana Del Rey) - The Weeknd
Heartbreaker - Justin Bieber
Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Rey
Alexia's POV.
It was 8 PM, and surely. Everyone was having fun, even me.
We all sat at the bonfire, asking random questions about life. Personal, Sexual, Weird, Normal, etc.
"What are you guys' point of views of love?" Andrea asked, I sighed and answered first.
"The idea of love scares me. Because if I am in love with someone, I would dedicate every minute of everyday to make them happy. I would give everything I have, even myself, to them. And that's why it's scary, because I would be willing to give them so much, more than I even can, just too see them smile. And that's why there's is this insane risk. You can give them every single thing you have, right down to the shirt off your back, and you could end up alone. That's why after someone breaks your heart, it takes so much time to find yourself again. Because the day you gave yourself away, was the day you lost who you are. And that, is what love is life's biggest gamble."
I said, looking at the ocean.
"That's actually really true." Cameron said, "Yeah." Carter said.
"Basically, love is a crime to a human being. What she said was true, no matter how old, how young or how idiotic you are. Love is a diferent kind of crime. Love isn't a feeling, love is a choice. Of course, there's the moments where it's a feeling, and there's moments where it's choice. As an example, if you're treated horribly in the relationship, but you stay, you're loving by choice. Even if it makes you unhappy. Now, if you're both treated amazingly, and feel like that person is the only person who can make you as happy as the way he/she does, it's feeling." Camila said, eating a S'mores.
"You girls have had your heart broken before, huh?" Marie butted in, making Camila glare.
"No fucking shit sherlock." Camila sighed, "You're not going to feel that way about love without knowing how it feels." Mila finished.
"True, true. But there's times where love is total shit for the whole time. Like, movies have made love seem like a fairy tale, happy endings, happy futures and shit like that. But, it's all complete bullcrap, from what I've mostly experienced, it"s total shit sometimes. But, then again, that happens for a reason. We just don't know why. Love is like, I don't know, a lemon. Used correctly, it's amazing, used incorrectly, it's a bitter-sourer feel to it. It's ironicly, true. There's so much stuff that people don't understand, and one of those things are definantly, feelings. We all have our own feelings, so it's obviously going to feel diferent for some people. Some people might feel pain, some might feel anger, sadness, confuision, heartbreak, etc. But there's one thing for sure, love is painful." Andrea sighed, "How do you feel after letting all that out?" I asked, "Fucking relaxed." She smiled.
"How about, screw the questions, and let's get in the water." Mila suggested, making the boys smirk. Fuckboys.
"Let's do it!" The boys cheered, "Well then." I said, laughing at them.
We all (girls) had our bathing suits under our clothing and the boys just took off their shirts. Us girls took our clothes off, as well as shoes and walked to the water, me, Andrea & Camila linking arms, walking towards the water.
"The water must be fucking cold." I said, "Oh my God, maybe it's warm." Amdrea said, "I bet it's fucking Alaska 2.0, but in California." Camila said, as we stood at the border line of the water.
"If you go first, I'll pay your phone bill for two months." I told Andrea, "Bullcrap." She smirked at me.
"Fuck this." I said, getting into the deifinantly, cold, water.
"Don't leave me behind!" Andrea said, grabbing my arm.
"You assholes, wait for me!" Camila exlcaimed, walking with us.
"Fuck! This is cold!" Andrea whined, "This is colder then I don't know what." I said.
"It's Alaska 2.0, that's what it is." Mila said, groaning.
"Hello there, girlys." Nash said, "What's good, bitch?" I asked, "The water." Taylor smirked.
I went to grab Camila's arm but she wasn't there, "Where's Camila?!" I asked Andrea, "I don't know." She said.
I looked around, seeing everyone but Matt and Camila, oh. "They better not be fucking again." Taylor groaned, "Ha, did you stay over last night?" Andrea asked clearly amused.
"Yes, I freaking did, Andrea." He glared at her, "Well, how loud was it?!" I laughed, "Very. Effing. Loud." He said, "Damn." Me & Andrea said, "Literally." He sighed.
"Hey, they're not even talking, they're hugging in the deep ends." Nash said, pointing towards them.
"No kissing, talking or anything.." I said, "Just hugging.." Andrea said.
"Probably because she basically admitted love has been complete shit to her." Taylor said.
I sighed and swam towards the others, "Hello people." I said, "Hello, human." Jack J said, "Well fuck, I thought I was a unicorn!?" I said, "You're not a unicorn, I've said this to you before." Camila said, scaring the shit out me.
"You scared me." I whined, "Awh, poor Alexia got scared." She pouted, "Fuck yourself." I whined.
"I need help with that, Lex." She said hugging herself, probably cold. "True, true." I said as Matt hugged her, "How are you fucking warm!?" Camila exclaimed, "Don't know, I guess I'm just hot." He smirked, "You're an idiot." She sighed.
"Heeey!" Marie said swimming towards us, "Hi." I said, "What's good?" Mila said, "Not the water, that's for sure." She said, "The water is good, just not the tempature." I said staring at Marie.
"True, true." She said, "So, Camila, how long have you and Matthew been together?" She asked, "A year and a half actually." Matt said making me & Camila smile.
"The guy who doesn't remember anything, finally remembered something." I smirked, "Impressive." I said, trying not to laugh.
"Well, it has to do with the best day ever, of course I'll remember that day." He said, "Cheesy as fuck." I said making Camila laugh.
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