Songs
Sober - Selena Gomez
Trust - Justin Bieber
Under Pressure - Logic
Matt's POV (suprise bitches)
I woke up in the morning feeling like complete shif, I still feel horrible about last night, I shouldn't have just jumped to conclusions without actually talking it out.
I walked out of Alexia's room to take a shower, stopping in my tracks; my clothes are in Cami's room. Fuck.
I walk down the hall to her room, the least I can do is give it a try. I knocked on the door and waited a few seconds, knocking again. "Go away." Was all I heard, her voice sounding strained, as if she's been crying and not sleeping.
"Babe.." I sighed, "You have no right to call me that Matthew, the only thing you can call me is Camila." She hissed through the door; she's overly pissed.
"Atleast let me get my clothes to shower.." I said slowly, I heard the door click, so I opened it.
The first thing I saw was Mila sitting on the edge of the bed, and the photo of us at MagCon is 2014.
"Ba- Camila.. I don't know what to say.. I'm so sorry for jumping to conclusions.." I started, "Just get your clothes.." She whispered, "I don't want your pity." She said walking out.
"BBG!" I heard Alexia yelled, "YOU CAME OUT!"
I grabbed a shirt, jeans and underwear, and my black vans, I walked to the bathroom and locked the door; every room has it's own bathroom but I'm just gonna use the hall one.
I showered and did everything I needed to do, once I got dressed I walked downstairs to see Alexia in the kitchen cooking, "She hates me." I said to her, sitting on a stool.
"She doesn't hate you, she's just hurt. She's coping with it." She said flipping a pancake.
"Dude, Madi sent me the song and I'm in love." I heard Camila's voice, I looked up to see her freshened up; blue ripped jeans hugging her curves, a black bralette that you could see through her white shirt and her white slip on vans and messy wavy hair. Everything I fell in love with.
"Play it!" Alexia squealed, she placed her phone on the island and hit play.
"We did an acoustic version by the way." She added playing the song, her voice was the first one to start it.
Once the song ended, Alexia had finished cooking the pancakes and such.
"Your voice sounds like chocolate; all smooth and shit." Alexia said smiling, Camila laughed lightly, "It was fun, but I lowkey wanted to do Lil Wayne's part." She added, she loves rapping along to songs.
"The pillows we bought yesterday are still in my car." Camila said, "I'll go get them." I offered, earning a look from Alexia and a 'Kay' from Camila.
This is gonna be harder than I thought; I mean, she basically broke it off last night.
I walked outside with her keys and unlocked the car, getting the bags out and locking it again.
When I walked inside Alexia and Camila were talking in the kitchen while I was in the living room.
"What he said hurt me Alexia." Camila said, "Give him a chance, he didn't mean any of it.. He was just pissed off, people say stupid shit when they're mad." Alexia said trying to reason with her, "I don't feel like that's true, I felt like if none of you were there he would have hurt me physically.." Camila said back, which probably shocked Alexia, but it shocked me even more.
"He'd never hurt you like that Camila." Alexia told her, "That's what Skate said before he hurt me." She remarked, "That's it." Alexia said.
The next thing I know is that Alexia has me and Mila, holding out hands and dragging us upstairs to our room.
"Make up, talk, fight, have make up sex, do something. I'll be back in 30 minutes, if nothing if fixed by then I'll get y'all a therapist." She said, locking the door from the outside.
I had my mouth open looking at the door. That little fucker. I turned around slowly and saw her sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the window. I fucked up bad didn't I?.. And to think we were gonna be together for 3 years on Sunday.. "Bab- Camila.. Talk to me please.. " I said quietly while biting my lip.
"There's nothing to talk about Matthew." She said while rubbing her arm. "Please.. I need you. I can't be without you.. Lets just fix things out."Fuck, my eyes got teary. Fucking allergies. She looked up at me. "I was only with Johnson because Madison invited him. I didn't know. I swear to god, and it's alright if you don't believe me. But damn Matt. I fucking love you. And it broke me when Gilinsky showed me the texts between y'all saying how I was "cheating." I thought you knew me better then that." She said while a tear dropped down her beautiful face.
I came closer to her and carefully brushed off the tear. I couldn't handle seeing her this fragile. I hated it. And I hated that I was the cause of it. Fuck. "I'm so fucking sorry. I really am. I hate myself for thinking you were capable of this. I'm afraid. I was afraid. I was afraid you were gonna leave me. I was afraid you, my happiness, were gonna find someone better and leave me. I'm afraid to lose you. It all got to me and I'm sorry." I said while actually having some tears falling down my cheeks. Fuck, stop crying Matt.
"I'm never gonna leave you Matt.. It actually hurts to even think about leaving you." She said while putting her face in my chest while hugging me. Oh god, how I love her for forgiving my stupid ass. I hugged her tightly like if she was going to leave at any second. "I'm sorry baby." I said while she nodded her head a lil.
"It's okay." She said while we hugged and had our crying fest. "I love you so much Camila Marie, I never, ever, want to lose you." I said kissing the top of her head.
"I love you so much Matt." She whispered, hugging me tighter. This exactly is all I need in life, besides Burnie and my babygirls (fans). I honestly do see a future with Camila, a good one too.
The door opened and we just stood there; hugging eachother like there's no tomorrow.
"Awe, y'all made up!" Alexia clapped, "Go away." Camila's voice muffled, making me chuckle. "Aye, I helped y'all." Alexia defended.
"You just locked us in here." Camila remarked, ma gah, this little lady.
"Can we get Mc Donald's or Burger King? Or even both?" Camila sniffled, making us smile; my baby is back.
"Yeah, sure." Alexia said "I'm not driving." She added, "That's why Uber exists." I said taking out my phone, amd dialing am uber. "Let's just go to the mall." Mila said while I told the dude the address and shit.
"Yeah, seems good." Alexia said, Camila went into the closet and came out with her favorite red flannel. It's her favorite because it has a bunch of cool patches on it and because one of her moon baby's gave it to her im Playlist DC.
We all walked down the stairs while I had my arm around Camila and she had hers around my torso.
"So when I went to drop off Johnson yesterday and I spoke with Gilinsky, the muy hijue puta had a hickey on his neck and I played it off like I didn't notice but y'all, he got some!" Camila said to us while we waited for the uber outside, "You think it was from Mad's?" Alexia asked, "No, I think it was from Nathan, yes I think it's from Mad's." She remarked smirking, "Well, you never know, he could be lowkey gay." I said, making them laugh.
