i keep remembering
such awful things
and i can't understand
how i ever forgotten
when it hurt so badly
and you didn't care
the bruises were real
and so were you
i thought it was a dream
but it was reality
dressed up like a nightmare
and all you tell me is to get over it
because you don't know how it felt
to be beat up over and over
by someone who lied
ABOUT LOVING YOU!!!!!!

YOU ARE READING
writings
Casualei don't know if your quite done with me yet but i know i am and it's killing me how much i can't stand looking in the mirror to see myself it's not a lie it's not for attention this hate this indifference i hate it but i hate myself more