i can feel it
i'm spiraling
i told you all this would happen
and it is but as i fall
you stand back and watch it play out
my last,final act
you said you would help
but now i'm laying waiting to die
because i can't bear
to stand back up
in such a dizzy room
with such distorted people
in such a disturbing little world
YOU ARE READING
writings
Randomi don't know if your quite done with me yet but i know i am and it's killing me how much i can't stand looking in the mirror to see myself it's not a lie it's not for attention this hate this indifference i hate it but i hate myself more