i don't enjoy the pins and needles
when i lie to you
but there are worse things
so much easier i'm sorry
but really i'm so tired and i can't even stay up past eight
because the lights get to bright and these lies get to muddles
so they slip out when i least expect it with a second thought
and without regret cause you'll be content and i'll finally be asleep
YOU ARE READING
writings
Randomi don't know if your quite done with me yet but i know i am and it's killing me how much i can't stand looking in the mirror to see myself it's not a lie it's not for attention this hate this indifference i hate it but i hate myself more