Its Complicated

Chapter 7

I'm walking through the hallway of school Monday morning, dragging my feet and wishing i could just crawl in a ball and go back to sleep.

" how was your weekend"Zoe asks almost scaring me to death.

This girl is good at popping up out of knowhere.

The massive grin on her face automatically makes me think of me and logan kissing.

Oh no i think im turning into one of those girls who gushes over there boyfriend or crush.

So really im turning into zoe.

Unconsiously i feel a smile spread across my face Which leads zoe to look at me even more curious than before.

" i went on a date actually two dates" i say as if its nothing specail.

Allow i wish it was scott i was kissing i can feel myself liking logan. Something seems different about him i dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing but either way im drawn to him..

Before zoe can ask me any question we take a seat in class and listen to mr frank drone on as usual.

Im kinda glad zoe is to ingrossed in the lecture to even noticed logan grabbing my hand under the table.

This feels nice which i dont know why? Maybe because of the intimacy that i sure as hell werent getting much of lately. Or maybe i do actually like logan, or maybe its because i secretly want scott to get jealous of me and logan.

I feel bad that im unintentionally using loganso i push the thought out of my mind and enjoy his gentle skin touching mine.

Once the bell goes signalling lunch logan and i stand up which to my suprise zoe still doesnt notice our hands linked, but then again that may be because she pushed past everyone trying to get to the cafeteria first.

I laugh at my friend as she disappears into the crowd.

"Your friend is very obtuse." Logan chuckles as we walk hand in hand towards the cafeteria.

I nod signing heavily.

She always has been very unobservant.

"You have no idea." I mumble rolling my eyes.

There was a day, my  birthday, last year, everyone had said happy birthday all through the  day but Zoe didn't find out it was my birthday until I finally told her.

I chuckle at the memory.

Yes, my friend is very strange.

As we walk into the  cafeteria I feel everyone's eyes snapping to us but I purposely ignore  them as I lead Logan to the lunch lady.

Martha, the lunch lady, give me a sympathetic smile which I respond with the roll of my eyes that makes her giggle.

"Babe, everyone is staring at us." Logan whispers obviously uncomfortable with everyone's eyes on us.

I have to roll my eyes at him for stating the obvious but smile.

"That's because everyone in the school are nosy bastards."

I laugh as he chokes on his spit but I know he agrees with me.

No one looks away and it is starting to piss me the fuck off.

As we grab our food I can help but turn on everyone.

"What the fuck are you looking at?" I snap loudly making the closest takes flinch.

All at once everyone's eyes evert besides Scott's, Felisha's, Zoe's and Zack's.

Zoe has her jaw hanging  with her eyes wide. Felisha and Zack are smiling and I know they are  happy for me but Scott has a blank expression. I can only guess he is  just protective of me with Logan.

The protective friend as always. Not anything more.

I feel myself deflate but I continue to smile at Logan so he doesn't become suspicious.

Logan grabs my hand once again then we walk to our table and sit.

"So when did this happen?" Zack asks curiously while Scott continues to stare at Logan.

"Friday." I shrug digging into my food which Logan chuckles at.

Yeah so what? I can really put my food away.

I have a burger, salad and a cheese and tomato toasty.

"Ooh! Time for bets.." Zoe cheats catching logans attention.

Oh no.

"What are you betting on?" He asks curiously which finally puts a smirk on Scotts face.

Shit, he's enjoying this.

I send him a glare but he purposely ignore me.

"We're betting on how long you'll last. Her longest relationship was two weeks." He laughs.

I hit upside the head which instantly shut him up.

Damn that sexy bastard.

"What?"

I just roll my eyes and continue to eat in silence.

Now I am pissed and I know I am going to try to last longer than two weeks just to prove them wrong.

I cant really be that bad.. can i ?

I take logans hand in mine and feel him begin to relax beside me.

scott frowns at us but i continue to ignore him.

i know logan and i will be discussing this later and im dreading it