Its Complicated

Chapter10

So yeah im still really sorry about what happened in the last chapter but hey erent it exciting to read!!

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I stare at the image of myself in the full length mirror, water is still dripping down my naked body but i couldnt care about that.

There's a red mark on my face barley noticable but you can see ts starting to bruise.

Its gonna take alot of foundation to cover up this black eye.

I pick up some foundation and leave for school its going to be a long day.

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Im sat at my desk in english class Copying out the writing on the board, The day is almost over but i just cant get last night out of my head.

Its just so hard to think that logan even hit me, I mean come on who falls in love after two weeks.

"You Okay?"

I jump to find scott looking at me with concern

He knows me better than anyone hes going to figure it out soon enough but i dont want him to know.

i feel so ashamed i actually let someone in and he hits me.

I try to smile but my lip trembles and before i can do anything scott places his hand in mine.

I  watch as his eyes fill with even more worry as he feels my hand  shaking. I look down ashamed feeling as if he can see the bruise through  my heavy make up.

Calm down Kiara, that's impossible. You're okay, he doesn't know. He can't judge you for being stupid when he doesn't know.

"Key tell me what's wrong." He demands, his voice hard and deep, promissing pain upon anyone who has hurt me.

I hold back a shiver of lust and shake my head unable to look him in the eyes.

Why am I getting turned on in a time like this? Why do I have to get turned on by someone other than my boyfriend.

I know he is about to say something but before he can the teacher announces that it is time to change classes.

Saved by the teacher.

Before Scott can stop me, or before any of the other students can even stand, I am out the door rushing to my last class.

The one with Logan sitting next to me.

I escaped the frying pan but now I am about to jump strait into the fire.

I feel dread begin to consume me as I walk into the classroom and find Logan already sitting at our table.

Come on Kiara, you can sit next to him. He isn't angry.

Stilling myself with a deep breath I plop myself into the seat beside my boyfriend.

"Hey babe." He says quietly while observing my face with curiosity.

He has noticed that my bruise is completely covered.

I try to smile but my lips tremble reveling my fear and hurt. I watch curiously as he turns his body to face me.

"Baby I'm sorry for what happened yesterday. I shouldn't have reacted like that." He sighs taking my hand.

It takes everything in me to to snatch my hand away as I give the best fake smile I can master.

Oh so you think just by saying sorry that I forgive you? Worthless piece of shit!

"It's okay." I say instead of the words spinning in my head.

Why am I such a little bitch?

A smile spreads across his face and he honestly looks like the happiest man in the world at the moment.

"I love you."

I hesitate for a second but quickly recover as his eyes darken dangerously.

"I love you to." I say then squeeze his hand in what I hope he thinks is an affectionate way.

I hold back a sigh of relief as the darkness dissolves away and he kisses me.

The teacher interrupts us complaining about a rule about no kissing or something like that.

When the final bell rings I walk out of the school to find Zoe leaning against my car.

I know this means she want me to visit her house and she would go ballistic if I say no.

So instead I jump into my black Golf and she quickly follows.

"Zack is meeting us at my house later, he has news for us." My friend says in answer to my silent question.

I then look at her and I am satisfied by her confused expression.

Good, he hasn't told her the news before me.