Its Complicated

Chapter 8

Because i didnt updated for a while i thought id do a double updated..

i hope you enjoy

xox

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Logan and i are in my room as we do our english homework together.

I hear logan sigh and put his pencil down, i know he wants to talk about the subject ive been dreading since lunch.

"kiara" he says loud and clear the tone in his voice tells me hes not going to give up on the subject any time soon.

i put my work down and sit up just staring at my hands.

I really dont want to talk about this

i am not good in relationships and i hate hurting the people i date.

i feel him lift my chin so i am forced to look in his eyes.

" how many boyfriends have you had"

And the questioning begins.

I huff my annoyance but I know I will not be able to wriggle myself out of this situation.

Fucking hell.

"Two, the first one plaster a week and a half and the second was two weeks." I shrug running my hand through my hair nervously.

His eyes crinkle and I know he is thinking carefully about my responds.

I know he is curios about the situation but I also know he is concerned this will end badly.

This boy is so easy to ready, my own little book.

I watch as his eyes darken to a very dark and dramatic green.

He is angry.

"You went planning on  our relationship lasting only a few weeks, are you?" He whispers and I  can hear the obvious fear in his voice.

I thought only girls were this emotional.

I rub my forehead as I stare into his pleading eyes.

"I'm not planning anything."

He wants honesty so I am going to give it to him. Its the least I can do.

He stares at me obviously waiting for me to go on and I sigh.

Expectant much?

"I'm not good at  relationships, okay? Something always happens that just ruins it for me.  My last boyfriend go too possessive so I ended it. The one before him  was just too boring to be around and neither of us wanted to continue. I  like you so I am just going to roll with it and see how it goes."

I take a deep breath once I finish my speech and just stare at Logan blankly.

What does he think about my words? Is he going to dump me to protect himself.

I'm not sure how I feel about that. Logan is easy to read but it also looks like he is holding a deep dark secret in his eyes.

For a guy so open I am surprised he can still come across and mysterious and intimidating.

I can practically see the wheels turning in his he'd while he processes my words carefully.

His hands suddenly grab my arms pulling me closer and i watch as he smirks.

"Well then let's enjoy ourselves."He whispers seductively and without warning he crushes his lips to mine.

I moan in surprise but I am soon kissing him back just as passionately.

My hands sink into his  hair as his hold my hips tightly. I allow him to roll us over so I am on  top of him and I give his tongue access as I straddle him.

We are soon lost in our heated make out session but I know he will not try to take it further than this.

He already knows I'm not ready so we'll wait. I means it's not like Scott is going to try anything.

I quickly force myself to stop thinking about him and loose myself in my boyfriends kiss.

My boyfriend.

It does have a sort of ring to it.

Maybe this won't be as bad as I had first thought.

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