Its Complicated

Chapter 15

For a split second i actually wanted to speak to him but then i had to remind myself that i had cheated on logan with this man.

Logan can not ever find out about this, He did this to me because i didnt want a relationship with him anymore so i dont want to even begin to imagine what he would do to me if he found oout i cheated on him.

I see people sneeking curious glances our way so i know i have to get rid of him quickly.

" Scott this isnt really the best time and if im honest i dont think theres much to actually talk about" I lie starting to walk around him but he soon blocks me.

"Key please" he begs giving me those god damn puppy eyes

I hate that im doing this to him but i just have to.

I shoot him a glare even though all i really want to do is hold him close.

"Kiara my name is Kiara" i snap as i walk past him.

I take a deep breath trying to hold back the tears burning in my eyes from the look of pain on his face.

My head snaps up as the teachers whistles drawing everyones eyes to him.

" Okay everyone were playing basketball if you hadn't already noticed. Tom and dexter you two can be captains, pick your teams quickly" he annouces

When the sports teacher says to be quick we make sure we are quick i dont think anyone honestly wants to be on the end of his mood swings.

Ten minutes later everyone is so lost in the game i actually forget im in pain that is untill someone crashes into me, causing the both of us to go tumbling to the ground.

The other person is up in seconds as i lay on the floor clutching my stomach.

"KIARA" scott shouts running from the other side of the hall.

I am to consumed in pain to even care about whos calling my name.

I look up to see scott on his knees a worried look paints his face.

His hands snap away at my fear and his eyes dart down to my stomach.

I watch with curiosity as his eyes widen so I look down to find what has caught his attention.

Oh shit!

I jump to my feet, crying out in pain at the sudden pain shooting up my spine but ignore it as I pull down my shirt.

He saw my bruises.

I run before anyone can say or do anything knowing everyone in the class had seen the bruises.

This is so fucked up!

I know I can't go anywhere where people will see me so I run to the place I know no one is in right now.

The changing rooms.

Gasping loudly I walk into the tiled room looking at myself in the mirror.

My face is red from the game and tears are streaming down my face and slowly washing away my make up.

I know I need to have a shower to wash the mess then reapply everything again.

"Fuck!" I hiss but my voice is unusually quiet in the empty changing room.

Walking into one of the shower stalls, I set to work on washing everything away.

I try hard to resist looking at the bruises but my eyes always unconsciously move back to them.

Why did this have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve this?

Once I'm finished I pull a towel around myself and walk out of the stall. I go to walk to my locker to grab my make up kit but my eyes find the mirror and I can't seem to be able to pry them away.

I look awful, hideous, disgusting.

My body is frozen, unable to move a muscle as once again tears begin streaming down my face.

Memories of Logan hitting me slams right in my face causing me to let out an audible gasp and stagger at the force. The look of satisfaction shining in his eyes will continue to haunt me.

I want to do as he says and stay with him so he doesn't continue to punish me but I know either way, he is going to continue and enjoy every second of my pain.

My back connects to the wall behind me and I slide down unable to hold my own weight any longer.

I'm pathetic excuse for a human being.

I am madly in love with my best friend and my boyfriend is an abusive bastard.

I must deserve it for my stupidity. I never should have let Scott go that day he asked Stacy out. I should have held on for dear life but I didn't and I deffinantely regret it every day.

I am to consumed with self pity that I don't hear the foot steps heading towards me.

That is until whoever it is stops directly in front of me.

I look up expecting to see Logan but instead the person staring down at me with horror is far worse.

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Run sun dunn!!
Who is it? Is it Zoe? Is it zack? Or is it Scott?
Tune in next time! :)