Chapter 18

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As Nanette, Brooke, and I pull up to the house we let ourselves in before the boys arrived. It was the most amazing thing I have ever seen and it was all ours for 5 days! I stop myself from jumping up and down! Nanette and I changed in to our bikinis and went for a swim. About a half hour later the boys show up. They walk into the backyard and I heard a whistle. Classic Michael!
I got up and hugged them and kissed Luke lightly.
"You look incredible babe!" He said.
I bit my lip and said thanks, I'm so nervous now. What if he doesn't want me like that yet? 

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After a day of flirting and hot outfits I notice Luke is not getting the point... I sat on his lap, giggled, and did sexy things that Nanette told me to do and he's not even flinching. Does he want a freaking billboard for god sakes!!

Luke's POV:

I can't take this I'm so confused!! What does she want!! Does she want to, u know, do it. Or is she not ready. I don't ever want her to feel she has to!

Tara's POV:

It wasn't until Mikey said he was hungry for us to leave the pool. It's so beautiful here! We're going to a fancy restaurant for dinner but when I finally got ready there is no one to be found in the house. I slipped on my heels and zip up my dress. As I walk out of my room there is a trail of flower petals leading to the door. I follow the path and open the door to see a limo and a stuffed penguin saying ur chariot is waiting. I stop to pinch myself and the driver looked at me like I'm nuts! I must be dreaming! No way this is happening! I get into the limo and we pull up to the place. It was empty except for one table, a bottle of champagne, and a Luke Hemmings in a suit.
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I'm having a blast! I'm with the guy of my dreams and night that I will never forget!
Especially since it's gonna get awkward right about...
"I want to have sex with u..."
And then he spit out and chocked on the champagne. Bad timing to blurt it out I think.
"What? (😳)"
"Umm I want to have sex with u, I love u and I'm ready. I know you've probably had many girls and I'm a virgin and not experienced and that's weird and awkward and I'm scared u don't want me like that and-" I said really fast and he's really confused but through that confusion I saw and little excited boyish smile. He was nervous and embarrassed but happy! Why is he nervous?
"Tara?"
"Yea?"
"I've never been with anyone either. I thought I would be the inexperienced one!"
"Ur a virgin?!"
"Don't sound too surprised"
"U have girls throwing themselves at u left and right but ur a virgin!?
"Yea, does that bother u?"
"Not at all! I'm not nervous anymore!"
"Why were u nervous?"
"It just I was scared ur not attracted to me like that..."
"Are u fucking kidding me?! I was wonder how fast we can get home right now! If that's what u want of course!!"
"How fast can u pay?"
"I already did." O my god!!!

**Author's Note**
I'm sorry I haven't written in a while I'm gonna start getting back to the once a week thing I've been doing for a while. I've just been busy with school and trust me id rather do anything but school work! And also recently I've been just thinking about the whole LIZ IS WATCHING THING which makes the last 2 or 3 chapters hard to write since Liz is ALWAYS watching!! But love u all and I'll keep writing if ur still reading :)
Please read, enjoy, vote, and comment!
Love always,
-A


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