Chresanto :
Just as we pull up to the trap , Aaliyah comes walking out . Barely able to walk she falls down when she sees my car . I can't believe my eyes , as fast as I can , I jump out of the car and rush to her side . She lets out a faint cough and then collapses .
" Aaliyah ! Aaliyah !" I whisper
After seconds go by without an answer I pick her up . I'll ask questions later , right now I have to worry about her safety , and health . When I get back into the car Rayan looks at me as if I'm going insane . I put , Aaliyah in the back seat , and then rush to the front . Once in , I waste no time speeding off . Can't take her to the hospital so I'll just have to go home .
"What do you suppose we do ?" Rayan looks to me
"Nigga I have no idea" I shake my head
"So we're just going to let her check" He looks at me
"No dumb ass ! We're going to help her !" I yell
"How ? Are you a doctor ?" He asks
"NIGGA I GOT IT !" I yell
Rayan is giving me a headache , I've got everything under control . She's going to be fine , if she isn't I'm going to harm myself . I love her to much , as much as I don't show it , I do .
"Chres-Chres-Chresanto" I hear her raspy voice call
"Yes Baby" I look into the mirror while driving
"Take me home" She coughs
"We're going to my house I don't want you home alone" I shake my head
"I'll be fine , just -" I cut her off
"Damnit I said no !" I yell
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When we get to my house , I feel a little bad . I know this is half way my fault and to be honest I'm really sorry . I really love her , and as much as I act like a complete ass I'm really trying . She's my life really , if I can't annoy her daily I don't know I'd do , she's my way of life . I pick her up and carry her until the house , she doesn't say anything as I lay her on the couch . I thought everything was ok but then she said my name .
"Yes Aaliyah" I turn around
"Why'd you come for me ?" She coughs
" Aaliyah , I'd never let anything happen to you and you have to know that -" I'm cut off by gun shots
"SHIT" I look around
I get up and rush to the kitchen counter , I grab my gun and rush outside . Everything moved so slow and I didn't see it coming , before I come blink twice it was all over . I look to find everyone ok , still my blood boiled and I got angry .
"Fuck this shit yo ! No fuck it go get those niggas yo !" I finally snap
"Chresanto stop" I barely hear Aaliyah
"No fuck this shit , EVERYBODY load up" I look around
"Rayan call all the boys tell them to come around here" I look at him
"Me ? Why-" I cut him off
"Just do it" I snare
"Roc stop !"Aaliyah barely shouts
"What Aaliyah !? We all could've -" I turn around
I see the look on her face , she's near tears and she breathing heavily . I can see the fed up look she has , like she just wants some peace . I wish I could be peaceable about this , but we all could've died five minutes ago and I'm not taking anymore chances .
Aaliyah :
I just want Chresanto to think before he does this . I can't afford to see him hurt , as much as I can't stand him I need him around . He's apart of my life and I refuse to loose him over this , I can't deal without him .
"Chresanto think about this before you do it ! Think about the fact that you might never see your son again or me , fuck us what about your life !" I cough
" Aaliyah , you'll just have to trust me this time" he says
With those words , everyone from the gang walks into the house . Tears fill my eyes once again , this time they actually start to flow because I know if Chresanto leaves this house there's a chance he won't be back .
"We out ?" Corahn says
"Yeah let's go" Dad says and with that they leave
As soon as they leave the tears because even heavier , my dad and , my child's father have just left . I usually don't cry when these things happen but this time something is different I just know something will go terribly wrong . As soon as I get myself together a little the sound of Cj crying fills my ears.
"I'm coming baby" I sigh
When I get upstairs , I notice a crib in one of the rooms . When I walk in he is sitting in the crib crying .
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
For The Love Of Guns : Roc Royal Love Story
FantasyI don't understand why you just don't quit . I beg and plead , I even try to leave but nothing works . You just brush me off , one day I'll stop loving you and you'll finally understand . I love you but I can't watch you throw your life away Chresan...
