"The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Never said
I can't take back the words I never said"
//Calum//
Later on That Night
As I was walking upstairs I heard a mumbling noise come from Macie's room. I stood in front of her door and heard
"Please Mum...Just don't let him take me with him...I don't wanna go..." She paused and then said "Mum I can't tell you why...I just can't...I just can't. " Then she began to cry. She threw her phone and sobbed into her pillow. It was breaking my heart...Seeing her cry. I wanted to run in there with her and comfort her but i couldn't , I didn't know what was wrong.But I didn't want to make things worse..She probably still hated me..for what I'd done..We used to be two peas in a pod now..I don't know...I wish we were like we used to be..
//Macie//
How would you feel If your mom told you that you had to live with your child molester..alone..I want to die right now... Just fall on the floor and never wake up.
//FLASHBACK//
"It's okay little girl , I'm right here." He said putting a piece of hair behind my ear and tracing his fingers between my breasts. Warm tears pouring down my face with every small touch he did.
"I'm not in the mood , Please Stop" I say turning away from him. He turns my face so I'm facing him and says"Say that again" in an angry voice. "You heard me" I snap. He grabs me by my neck and throws me up against the door "YOU'RE IN THE MOOD WHEN I SAY YOU ARE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND LITTLE GIRL?" he Yells in My face. I don't respond and he yells "I SAID DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? " I nod and he says "Great..." before putting his hand down my panties..."
//END OF FLASHBACK//
Now
Now the past Controls my present...Every guy appears the same to me now... They only want one thing something that a girl can never get back so they feel like they have won it , just so they can get more...But Calum is-was different
//MACIE'S DREAM THAT NIGHT//
I was in a courthouse sitting on a witness stand...My mom and Michael were there and Daniel was too but he was in an orange jumpsuit. "Ms.Clifford , Please tell us what Mr.Jones did to you" A husky male voice said in my ear. I turned to my head around and saw a man in a baggy clothing thingy...I looked at My mom , Michael , then at Daniel. Tears lingered in my eyes wanting to spill out , then words of what he did to me poured out then a sharp pain occurring in my head..I touched it and a crimson red liquid poured out then everything went black
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Different Than Others •C.T.H•
FanficMacieiline Gabriella Clifford... Micheal Gordon Clifford's Little Sister.... What happens when She tries to take her life but A Member saves her , but it wasn't her brother
