Different Than Others •C.T.H•

\\someday maybe\\ [5SOS]

\\1 week later//
//Macie\\

It had been a week since I received the news that my step-father was taking me into his custody... I tried to find a way to get out of this situation but I came to realize the only way out was death.. So I planned to kill myself.. when I was alone of course but I hadn't had much time to do it lately. I gave up on hope a long time ago , I stopped believing in god after my step-father raped me a lot of the things I used to love doing I hated. They always found a way to tie to Daniel.
My phone went off, disrupting my train of thought. It was a text from Michael
From Mikey
"Going to the studio with the guys.. Food is in the fridge .. See ya l8tr
To Mikey
Mkay..Luv Ya
From Mikey

Luv ya too ✌

I put my phone down on my nightstand and waited until the familiar slamming of the door was heard. I locked my door and put a chair in front of it . I went into my bathroom , closed the for behind me and locked it. I pulled out the pills , bleach and the razor. I ran the bathtub and let the water build before getting in. I wrote a letter to Everyone explaining why this happened except for Michael I looked at the envelope with his name written on it and pulled the letter out ,
I'm so sorry that this happened.. just know you're NOT the reason why this happened (if I die) Daniel is....

I love you..

Your Little Sister , Macie

I put his letter back in the envelope and turned off the bath water. I climbed into the tub , with the pills , razor and bleach , in my hands. I pulled my sleeve up and deeply dragged the razor across my wrist  4 times vertically so they won't be able to stitch it up ,I opened the bleach and brought it towards my mouth I drank a little of the bleach , opened the pills , put them in my mouth and drank the rest of the bleach. I let myself bleed for a little then Everything went black..

//CALUM//

10 MINUTES LATER

I was asleep when my phone began to endlessly ring. I grabbed my phone and looked at the screen. Mikey:p the contact name read. I answered the call and a worried Michael said "Calum!!!Can you please check up on Macie. She's not answering my calls"  I sighed and said "Are you sure she just doesn't want to talk to you or maybe she"s asleep..Like I was.." Micheal immediately responded "Yea..I've called her 52 times..She would've answered by now..Just please check on her Calum." I sighed and said "Alright Alright..I'll call you back" Then hung up. I walked out of My room and down the hall to Macie's room . When I stepped in front of her door water was under my feet. I tried opening Macie's door but it was locked. I busted her door down and saw the water was coming from her bathroom. I ran quickly to her bathroom door and busted the bathroom door down too. The scene in front of me  was a scene that would never leave my memory , EVER. I dropped my phone immediately. I lightly grabbed her small frame in my arms and pulled he lose to my chest and cried "Why...Why..Why...Why did you hurt yourself..I fucking love you.." I know it was too late for that. I missed my chance to tell her how much she really meant to me. I grabbed my water soaked phone to see if it still worked(It did).  I dialed 9-1-1 and an operator answered.

"9-1-1 How may I help you."

"Help , Please..Send help immediately..She's gone..She's gone-"

Then the line went dead...I cried into Macie's shoulder until the sirens were heard in the distance...

//MICHAEL//*DUN-DUN-DUN*

My phone rang and me being the person I am..Immediately thought it was Calum calling me back but it was an unknown number..I answered with a nervous voice

"H-Hello"

"Good Evening. Are you Michael Clifford?"

"Y-Yes..who is this?"

"Los Angeles Hospital"

"What happened?!?!"

"It's Your Sister,Macieliyn..."

My heart dropped , along with my phone. My mouth went dry and my throat burned.  I gulped and picked up my phone...

"I'm on my way.." I said hanging up and racing to the hospital.....

\\AT THE HOSPITAL\\

I ran into the hospital to see Calum and the guys in the waiting area. "What happened..where is she..is she okay?" I asked. Calum got up and walked towards me. He didn't say anything just handed me an envelope with my name on it. "She wanted to give this to you...We all got one". My eyes watered at  the sight of it. "Can someone please answer me..Is my little sister alive or not" I snapped putting the letter in my pocket. "We don't know...Calum found her and they're doing everything they can now..."

//1 HOUR LATER//

The doctor walked out of a surgery room and said "Clifford" I jumped up and said  to him " Here..Is my sister okay"  His facial expression dropped and he said "She took a lot of pills and drank a lot of bleach..She lost a lot of blood from the scars on her wrists..But other than that she is in a heavily medically induced  coma. However, She won't wake up until tomorrow"