I know you have a road,
And choose which ever you please.
But never ever,
Again choose me.You were right,
I screwed up your past.
I won't mess up your future,
I guess the 5th time really was our 'last'.I know this sounds rude,
But let me explain.
I cause nothing to you,
But hurt and pain.I'm sorry for my choice,
I'm sorry it was you.
I know I don't compare,
To the other two.I'm ugly and broken,
I have all these issues.
But no matter what happens,
I'll always choose you.I know I've caused pain,
I know I've caused strife.
But I'm so, so sorry..
That I ruined your life.I didn't mean to,
And i want to apologize.
For everything I've done,
And all of my lies.I never meant,
To hurt you so much.
I just new you'd hurt me someday,
So I beat you to the punch.I fell to deep,
In love with you.
I just knew that somehow,
You'd hurt me too.Every guy,
That I have ever met.
Wether step dad or best friend,
They've always left.I'm used to abandonment,
I'm used to pain.
But getting to know you,
I never want it again.When I started falling in love with you,
I got really scared.
I just thought you'd leave or cheat,
I'm sorry I'm impaired.I regret it,
Everything I've ever done.
My heart breaking and the loss,
The sadness has won.No matter what,
If you choose me.
I won't let you go,
I'll probably be to clingy.I'll love you forever,
I'll love you till the end.
I'll never let go,
I'll never be a 'friend'.The only thing,
That I'll never regret..
Is meeting you,
In that Cogat test.I'm sorry I love you so much.
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