All I Got

The Past

I know you have a road,
And choose which ever you please.
But never ever,
Again choose me.

You were right,
I screwed up your past.
I won't mess up your future,
I guess the 5th time really was our 'last'.

I know this sounds rude,
But let me explain.
I cause nothing to you,
But hurt and pain.

I'm sorry for my choice,
I'm sorry it was you.
I know I don't compare,
To the other two.

I'm ugly and broken,
I have all these issues.
But no matter what happens,
I'll always choose you.

I know I've caused pain,
I know I've caused strife.
But I'm so, so sorry..
That I ruined your life.

I didn't mean to,
And i want to apologize.
For everything I've done,
And all of my lies.

I never meant,
To hurt you so much.
I just new you'd hurt me someday,
So I beat you to the punch.

I fell to deep,
In love with you.
I just knew that somehow,
You'd hurt me too.

Every guy,
That I have ever met.
Wether step dad or best friend,
They've always left.

I'm used to abandonment,
I'm used to pain.
But getting to know you,
I never want it again.

When I started falling in love with you,
I got really scared.
I just thought you'd leave or cheat,
I'm sorry I'm impaired.

I regret it,
Everything I've ever done.
My heart breaking and the loss,
The sadness has won.

No matter what,
If you choose me.
I won't let you go,
I'll probably be to clingy.

I'll love you forever,
I'll love you till the end.
I'll never let go,
I'll never be a 'friend'.

The only thing,
That I'll never regret..
Is meeting you,
In that Cogat test.

I'm sorry I love you so much.